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2004_______________________
Shelley,
I am seventeen years old and I believe that I'm in love. Don't
mistake me for one of those guests we often see on Maury or
Jenny (I'm not pregnant and my boyfriends not my pimp). I just
love him so selflessly, which is way out of the norm for me. U
see I'm very materialistic and this guy has never bought me
anything, nor I him, but I feel like he spoils me rotten.
All your erotic poems and a few
of your love poems truly express how I long to stay this
way...'forever untamed by reality in a blissful dream of love.'
Shelley, you are an amazing artist with a mind-blowing gift to
speak life and emotion into the most physical of realms...you
are truly a treasure amongst us rocks and ocean. God has indeed
blessed you with a gift.
Thank you,
Dominique & Victor
Hello Shelley...we meet again I see. It's me,
Dominique. the seventeen year old. I recently picked my poetry
writing habits back up and I was wondering if you'd mind if I
sent you one everyday. I'm not looking for you to post any of
it, I just want to share my poetry with someone who
appreciates it as much as I do. This particular poem was
written for one of my friends that is quite promiscuous and
lonely. Enjoy!!!!!
'Queen
Aiesha'
Poor,
Poor girl who cries to see if she is still alive,
Who may
not feel what others feel and often asks why.
Who
gives so much just to receive the love she needs at home,
Who
thinks so hard she looses sight of what is really wrong.
Poor,
Poor girl who wears all black to give herself an edge,
Who
cannot escape the truth in thoughts that dance between her
legs.
She is
the jewel so forgotten in the Royal Tombs we raid,
That
she herself forgets she exists and soon begins to fade.
Poor,
Poor girl who doesn't know what love is or how it feels,
Who
searches for the slightest touch that hints it may be real.
Who
couldn't pray in times of need because it felt so fake,
Who
found her faith in the darkest place and gave into her fate.
Poor,
Poor girl that latches on to people she don't need,
And
feels she misses out on things if she can't hear or see.
But
this poor girl I swear i love and that truly does scare me,
For
loving her, from what I've seen, shouldn't be this easy.
--------Dominique --------
Dear Shelly,
I must say I am moved by the
unselfconscious grace of your poems. Well done.
Leslie Trainer
Sent: Saturday, September 04, 2004 10:36 AM
To:
Shelley@findingmrright.net
God has
loved his son so deeply within every tear of pain within his heart
as he
folds his hand out for peace within the world no man nor woman
will
listen nor
see the image within his hearts desires as his pain folds upon
another
dawn for the pain may never be heard for the cries may never be
swept away.
....
good job
i love your poem i
am also a poem writer i
would like for you to
email me
back to tell me what you thought of my poem
god bless you and
have a
good
night...
Shelley,
Your poetry is so awesome. I just
cant stop reading it! I love it please dont stop writing! A HUGE
fan.
Virginia
Shelley,
I wanted to say that I think your
website describes how I feel to a T and you can correct me if I'm
wrong. I have been a divorced single mother for 7 years. I haven't
had a serious relationship with anyone since my husband just
physical relationships. Let's just say that I'm sort of a nymph,
bold, I like sex and I'm usually the aggressor. I don't see
anything wrong with it and I have been like this even when I was
married to my husband. Well, I have a girlfriend who claims that I
will never find a relationship because of the way that I am. She
tried to change me into something that I am not. Like no sex for
the first 6 months, to be more mysterious and not to answer
questions honestly from the beginning by trying to do this it
cause a lot of problems between me and her. She got upset with me
because I told her that by doing this I felt untrue to myself
because it wasn't me. The way I look at it is that a man is to
accept me the way I am not try to change me nor would I change
him. She claims that I will never find true love. She claims
because I have sex kind of early on that I don't love myself or
respect myself and I don't look at it that way. I find myself to
be very self confident and that I do love myself. I say when the
right one comes along I'll know. Do you think I'm correct or was
she sort of right?
Enticing32
Shelley,
I just happened on your site from
the www.mind-brain.com
site; are the same person who used to post at the Erotic Scream?
Anyway, I checked out some of your verse, I like it; maybe back
again some time.
Until...
Strnger73
It's not like me to
email a complete stranger, but I ran into your website early this
morning, and have been reading it for hours, and just want to say
a big "thank you", for your honesty, and vulnerability, and the
time it took to put it together. I haven't read it all yet, but I
am amazed and have been just sitting here crying tears of joy
about how it has touched the depths of my soul. I am looking for
my soul mate, and got on a search engine and simply typed in "how
to find your soulmate" and came up with your site. I have been
praying about this matter for a while, and know without a doubt
that God let me to your site. I am still in shock that everything
I've been thinking about lately was right there in your site,
plus I've gained so much more knowledge and insight after reading
some of your postings. I don't even know how to say it, God
is just answering my questions through you, and I can't thank you
enough. I'm thankful for your experiences and your pain that you
have gone through so that you can pass your wisdom and experience
on to others. I've been going through the whole thing too of
"trying to be a man in a man's world", (though I am a woman). I
have felt pressured to find my self worth through a career, when
that is not what I desire. I thought there was something terribly
wrong with me, till I read almost word for word from your postings
what I have been feeling. I have only been wanting to be a help
mate to someone, to stay at home with children, take care of my
family, support and love them. I've been desiring to rely on a
man financially, and I desperately want to be needed by a man. I
want that old fashioned type of love. I was thinking that I was
crazy and would never find that in this modern time, and that no
man would even want that kind of woman, till I read that you
desired the same thing. And now I am convinced that I will be
"true to myself", and go with my inner feelings and desires, and
not be ashamed of them. There's so much more I could say, but
I'll say one last "thank you", God is using you much more than you
will ever know.
Sincerely, Renee'
Maguire
Thanks Shelley... It's always
refreshing when I occasionally stumble on people's work that
really reflects the Truth and helps bring people into their own
loving empowerment.
I loved it. Thanks again for the
assistance and info with the pics.
Light your way...
Jill
Shelley,
I was looking
for an erotic poem to send a "friend." I came across your site
and instead of a copy and paste I wound up writing my own. Thank
you for allowing me the opportunity to see what I wanted to say.
BridgeGal1
Hi Shelley,
I really dont know what to say
all I know is that i am driven inside to find the truth I have
always been a firm believer in God as i feel him inside me I
dont know if this is a disussion (Im going to call it: site -
the letter list in your web site) or a help thingy I honestly
feel,know, and I have felt It rescently stronger, that Love is
the answer, but sometimes I feel as though I am scarred ,
incapable of reaching as I sometimes call it (cause it comes and
goes) state of higher consciousness, state of existence,
knowledge, full harmony and inner peace, I am sometimes lost in
my life and feel incapable of knowing how to Love myself, I
dont know right now im confused :) I sometimes feel I do and
sometimes I don't I guess thats modern life, I respect Your
views, and I found them to be very interesting, sometimes the
truth Is round the corner.
Shelly (if I may call You that) I
Thank you...
I wish You all the Best
Thanks,
Andrew
Shelley,
This is one of the
coolest web sites I’ve seen in quite some time. I keep checking it
out when the bosses aren’t paying attention....
You are
absolutely, without a doubt, one of the most intriguing, alluring,
downright gorgeous women I’ve ever seen. I don’t want to get all
weird on you here but come on; I dare any man who actually IS a man
to not be drawn in by your eyes. As a matter of fact, I am now
issuing a challenge to any man out there to try and resist your
gaze...
I just wanted to
pay you a compliment.
Gary
2003_______________________
Hi,
I am not sure how I came across your site, but I did and I would
like to
say that I think it is wonderful. My mother passed away in June
from
Ovarian Cancer and I am trying very hard to deal with it,
especially
with Christmas coming up. Anyway, I just wanted to say thank you.
Marjory
Hi
Shelley,
My name is Ziggy. I am 41 years old and I enjoy reading your
website. You give me so much hope in what I am reading...
God Bless
Love, Light and Protection in your Life.
Ziggy
Shelley,
Hello there!! I just wanted to write you and tell
you that your website is absolutely beautiful!!!! It has become my
favorite website, which is something that has never happened before.
I have a lot of favorite, and normally cannot decide between all of
them. I am a very open-minded, honest female also, and I believe
that I have found my soul mate. Looking at the website that you have
built reminds me a lot of me, and some of the thoughts and feelings
that I experienced just a few years ago. I hope that you do not mind
me e-mailing you, I just love the site, it has been a tremendous
help to me!!!!
Take Care,
Angel
Hello Again Shelley!!
I hope that you had a happy holiday weekend!! I
wanted to let you know that your site did indeed touch me, as I
believe that I may have found my Twin Flame, and your site has
helped me to be as honest with him as I can possibly be. It is
scary, revealing yourself, all of you, laying it all on the line
for someone else to look at, not knowing what they are going to
say or do, but your words, poems, and letters to Kade have
helped me immensely!! I am glad that there are still people in
this world, like yourself, and Kade, that truly want to help
others learn from your experiences!!
Shelley,
You have a wonderful web site, I
really enjoyed your writings Here is a soulmate page I did, hope
you enjoy as I did yours..
Hi,
I just want to tell you that I loved your site so much and I
loved you as well. Not many people think the way you think. Not
many people give the best of them to others and in the same time,
they don't deny themselves. I've always believed that happiness is
something we gain by giving it to people around us. I don't know
how to say what I really want to say. But whoever Kade was I'm
sure he's so lucky that he had person like you. Wherever he is I'm
sure he's proud of you. To have a person with such a heart and
such a personality is something I really wish to have.
Forgive my bad English and sorry if you found some spelling
mistakes :)
Yours faithfully,
Wafa
Shelley,
Unbelievable!
I have spent the day looking at
your site. You really are something to be admired! I don't have
the ability to express myself as you do. So let me just say that
when God made you he was just showing off.
Hey
Shelly,
Your site is something else I don't really know what to
think of it....All I really can tell you about it is that for some
reason it makes me feel good. It's like I can feel what you feel
in all your emails to Kade and all your poetry...It's odd I really
cant say what I believe in or what I don't believe in I am 21 and
never grew up with any religion...So now I am at the point in my
life where I am trying to get answers and to find me. It seems
that all that matters to me is Love the love you receive from a
guy that loving feeling. I think that has a huge effect on me and
at this point in time I don't think that that is something I
should be worrying about. For I have had many problems in my life
and I have not made very good dissions in my life. For example I
quit high school.....and at the beginning of the year I got into
some trouble...Now I am at the point where I wish it would all go
away...But I know it won't so all I can do is move forward and try
and make it right for taking the better road in the future. But I
don't even know how I came across your site but I did and I
started reading and I can feel your emotion, thought, and it makes
me feel secure. Could this be the path I have been given to take
to follow in your footsteps by your helping- hand?
Thanks, Miranda
Hey Shelly!
First I would just like to say I love your page, and stop
by almost
every day even though I know you update every few days.. call me
obsessive
compulsive but I reread your poems and they're beautiful! Okay,
I'm a nerd, and
a sucker for the goofy smileys haha! Anyways, recently I posted a
few of my
poems on your forum, and I would appreciate your feedback because
I really
enjoyed your poetry and I would like to see what you think.
Especially "Fatal
Kisses," which is my most recent poem.. a girl is poisoned by a
man and he kills
her.. sounds horribly depressing, doesn't it? I suppose I have
those days
sometimes haha. I do write happy poetry as well, I suppose I
should submit more
poetry like that, but Sweet Success is on there, and it's
positive! Haha so
anyways I would really appreciate hearing what you have to say
about what can I
change about my poems, etc.. thank you!
-
Jessica Forrester
Shelley,
I read your
letter to Shari last night before I went to sleep and again
this morning and thought about how I’d respond, then I had my
coffee and caught my “occasional pot buzz” (kids at school, wife
at work – substitute teaching) – hey it’s the first time the suns
been out all weekend and I’m not neglecting my job, well not until
I started typing this but it’s a *small*
part of who I am and how I think and causes my brain to jump into
warp speed where I begin calculating all kinds of outcomes from
the action I take now (it is the one thing that I am not
completely honest about and gives me doubts, yet it is also
something that occasionally gives birth to some creative thought
that inspires me) – anyway, I’ll spare you the details but here’s
my logical reasoning.
Everything is
telling me there is a quantum leap possible towards understanding
of human consciousness (and of myself) but taking that leap might
cost me the very things I treasure most today. Joanne and I had a
lot of discussion over the course of the weekend and I was
thinking about what I might say on the radio, then when it was
cancelled I guess I was relieved somewhat as I was feeling a
little frustrated with my inability to make her understand what I
was thinking and feeling - and I think we are as close as any
couple can be (except for the above disclaimer – she tolerates it
but thinks I’m foolish & she may be right). While she does believe
in things like miracles (healing and such) I think she figures it
is best left to saints and “qualified” people and that the methods
employed by psychics and readers should be suspect. I am
frightened that a continued dialog with you will cause lots of
strife in my marriage but I think I have no choice but to weather
that storm and be true to everything my heart & mind is telling me
(and it has NOTHING to do with an attachment to you other than
what I sense is a mutual desire to help others achieve a
heightened awareness that brings with it complete joy & peace).
Your
letter to Shari is beautiful – you speak from your heart with
complete truth and wisdom. But how much of it does she really
hear? What does she believe you are telling her? I’ve read a few
self-help books, magazine articles, listened to psychologists, and
learned from those that love me and those I love and wonder how
can I make anyone understand that which I now know to be true, and
good, and pure to anyone else that hasn’t figured it out for
themselves yet. I had been imagining the radio dialog to be
something like a conversation between my wife and I, but the
letter you received from Shari had me rethinking that whole
process. For people in a loving “normal” family, it is sometimes
hard to reconcile differences. And they aren’t necessarily big
issues that can cause lots of grief and stress. So how do you do
that in a dysfunctional family with histories of
drug/alcohol/physical abuse and neglect? I suppose I’ve always
felt that you “leave it to the experts” – these people need real
counseling to get to the root of their troubles and resolve the
issues that limit their growth. But I doubt many of them would be
inclined to ever talk to an “expert”. However, those that are
fortunate enough to find you and tap into your ability to help
them see themselves have been given a gift but it is up to them to
open it (and do they have the common sense and support necessary
to do that?).
Your computer
skills make you a conduit to people on the internet to tap into
that “universal understanding” if they know enough to seek it. I
found your story (and other stories of spiritual awakening) and
could relate closely with my own experience to know that there are
MANY people of like mind and understanding in the world that would
like nothing more than to be able to pass that wisdom on to future
generations – to assist our evolution. It’s enough of a struggle
to do that in one’s own life and family let alone an “outsider”
since I think our basic human nature is to distrust that which we
do not already know to be true… And I hope you don’t feel that I
am in any way denigrating your efforts for that is the last thing
I wish to do.
I feel like I
could continue this conversation forever and wind up right back
here where I started with nothing gained (and possibly some very
real loss) - and that will indeed be true if nothing is ventured,
so, I’ll try to think in baby steps and back to Shari and her
problems…
Surely the
emails you’ve received and relationships you’ve established on the
web can help to illustrate to other people that their problems are
neither unique, nor insurmountable and that a consistent approach
and attitude to all of life’s ups & downs is all that is needed to
find the happiness that they so desperately seek? Nothing is a
turn-key solution, there are no magic spells, and no one can give
you a formula for success. God, Truth, Love – they are all
essential elements of the same positive potential energy around us
and are the only paths to lasting Happiness. Trying to achieve
happiness while disregarding those essential elements is fruitless
and will only cause more pain and suffering for oneself and those
around one.
The existing
technology of the web can allow us to connect the “seekers of
truth” to the “seers of truth” with greater potential than any
known method of communication. I am unsure how to make that
connection but envision something like a “wailing wall” (I know
nothing about the religious history of it). I imagined a wailing
wall where people could (anonymously) pray for guidance and that
those who can see the truth of any individual situation could
offer some sort of solace. Wouldn’t all those whose greatest wish
for mankind is peace and understanding be willing to help make
that vision a reality??
I scares me to
think that there are forces at work that are willing me to move
forward when I have everything I want in life (except a big
retirement fund and college tuition for my kids ;-) which is why I
can’t get too consumed with these thoughts and I need to
concentrate on my current job while trying to sort out what it is
I need to do. I am trying to stay alert to external signs as I
stay true to my heart and mind and those I love - which in the
perfect world I wish for with all my heart, is everyone. So, I’m
glad I’ve gotten this far and I’m waiting with guarded
anticipation/enthusiasm to see where it might lead. I never seem
to know the right way to close an email but one thing I ask God
every night is to “bless me in deed” – something from the prayer
of Jabez that resonates with me.
May God bless
you Shelley and I look forward to future discussions.
P.S. – it took
me almost 5 hours to compose the above. I think I’ll lay off the
CDS for awhile to make sure that this isn’t just some
“pipe-dream”….
Hi Shelley,
I loved your
site.. was wondering if you ever chatted on one of the
messengers... write me back if you'd like and maybe we can chat
some night?
Jim
Subject: Great
Site
Date: Tue, 29 Oct 2002 14:58:40 +1300 (New Zealand Daylight
Time)
I've really enjoyed your site. In his light we see light. Love the
poetry and complementing artwork
Thanks
Kate
Subject: Your site
Date: Tue, 7 Jan 2003 00:36:57 -0600
Your information on spirituality has helped me. I feel I was meant
to read it to assist me in current confusion. I embrace your idea
of truth, of the idiocracy of half the world being right, and of
symbolism.
I've always been a very spiritual person, but as my age has
progressed, I have learned the beauty in "question"... the concept
to not accept all that is taught to you growing up and in our
American cultural conditioning. This has caused me fear in some
ways, and indirectly I've been searching for some solace to
this.... meaning, I don't go to church, nor do I have the feeling
to go and this brings me guilt... but my only relief from that
guilt is my own confidence in my personal and
private spirituality and belief in God. But even lately... I have
thought... if western religion is the only saved religion... why
would a forgiving, loving etc God only give that knowledge to
certain people, and not others, i.e. Buddhists, Muslims etc. I
feel like I'm rambling but
I've never met anyone as dynamic and full of wisdom and
humility... (I love humility... and try to live by it always.. the
ability truly to lose ego.... by allowing for yourself to be
vulnerable, incorrect and to see things in differing views)
I'd love to dive into other culture's beliefs... to learn and
absorb... but the fear and guilt my conditioning has placed on me
has been my deterrent. My theory is that if I can break away from
those fears, by learning about all different cultures beliefs I
can get a better understanding of our ultimate creator, or truth
as you say? I guess I felt if I looked at other religions, it
meant I couldn't possibly believe in Christ or God... but I do -so
there I am torn.
~~~~~~
I believe that when you take literal interpretation of anything,
particularly the Bible... you become narrow-minded and unable to
truly absorb the vastly dynamic realm of God. My daughter's father
says I'm a bad mother since I don't take my daughter to church...
I say that my faith and spirituality is not proved by my presence
in a building once a week... it's much more -- and that I do not
wish to force upon my daughter strict religion... that I want her
to explore life, the world and her own spirituality and if she
becomes Buddhists, so be it. I'm not here to control her, but to
help and guide her with love. His response was that she will go
to hell then.
Do you see the type of literal interpretation I speak of in
people... they get so lost in it they forget to question
everything.
I believe people are in your path for a reason... maybe I stumbled
upon you to find the truth I've been looking for.
I enjoyed your website... thank you for this opportunity. You
have a beautiful mind, heart and soul.
Sincerely,
Stephanie
25yrs.
Fond du Lac, Wisconsin.
Date: Wed, 8
Jan 2003 11:13:57 -0500
Bumped into your letter. It was nice to read it. Thanks.
2002_______________________
From:
Bernie
To: "asassycat@att.net"
Subject: Thank You
Date: Tue, 23 Jul 2002 13:22:31 +1000
Shelly,
Thank you for sharing your emails on the web. They are wonderful,
truly
perfect expressions. If only we could always be this perfect. I
hope you are
happy. It sounds like you are.
regards,
Bernie
From:
IcyLee711@cs.com
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: feedback
Date: Fri, 28 Jun 2002 22:46:36 EDT
Dear ____ (don't know your name),
Honestly, some of your (erotic) stuff is pretty cool, but most of
it I
found pretty freaky . As I was reading some of your erotic
work I thought to myself "how does she come up with this
stuff?" Uhhh, I don't really know what else to write, I
admire your individuality and strong sense of
yourself...keep it up.
-Joanna Lee*
From:
Greg Underwood <gregory378@yahoo.com>
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: your site
Date: Mon, 24 Jun 2002 16:32:18 -0700 (PDT)
Hello Cat,
I found your web site yesterday, and spent most of the night
reading and pondering you poetry and views on life. Let me say
that you are like a soft cool rain in an otherwise draught ridden
world. I am soooo glad that there is someone else who looks and
feels the same way that I do. Thank you, Greg
From:
Nick Cooper <nick.cooper@uk.easynet.net>
To: "'asassycat@att.net'" <asassycat@att.net>
Subject: thank you
Date: Sun, 23 Jun 2002 12:37:26 +0100
Hi, My name is Nick
I have been on your website and
looking around , I recently had my wife recently leave
me, found a new girlfriend that is so much like
you and your poetry , at some point will ask if
she would to donate one of her poems to
your site .
With Regards Nick.
From:
Dinojagtiani@aol.com
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Hi
Date: Fri, 21 Jun 2002 11:39:05 EDT
Hi
I did a search on AOL , and was led to your website. I own a
restaurant called "Temptation" and was looking for interesting
quotes or 1 liners using the word "temptation" in it. If you
can help me , that would be much appreciated. Or if you can
suggest me some websites that maybe interesting. Your poem on
temptation was very powerful.
Thanks
Dino
From: "Kristopher
R. Busby" <krisb@acts.bc.ca>
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: It's
good to know I'm not alone.
Date: Mon, 17 Jun 2002 20:37:55 -0700
Asassycat:
I just turned 37 and feel as though I'm leaving port on an
exciting mission to find the rest of me. Though I've
been writing for a while I find myself drawn to poetry lately, but
have no one to talk over it with.
Obviously this is just a passing note, but I need to ask an
amateur question:
I find that as far a simile, imagery and metaphor I don't always
"get it". Am I supposed too? Is every poem
written to be read and reread till we completely understand what
the writer meant? Is there 'logic' to poetry?
I like your work.
Kristopher
Sent: Tuesday, June 18,
2002 10:03 AM
Subject: Re: It's good to
know I'm not alone.
You are never alone... It
(Your Higher Self) is always there to guide you to the right
person, book, dream, or clue that will hold the next awakening on
your grand adventure to find yourself...
I am an amateur, so I'm not sure how a "professional" would
answer, but I think it only matters that you understand your own
poetry. Mine is very metaphorical and has deep hidden
spiritual meaning, but most do not, and probably will not, ever
understand it... but hey get it (are touched) on another level. I
think it's only ever logical to the writer/poet who wrote it.
I think the words will be understood by the ones they were meant
for! If that makes any sense?
From:
"James Phillips" <jimt24@optusnet.com.au>
To: <asassycat@att.net>
Subject: streamy but nice... your work that is
Date: Mon, 17 Jun 2002 23:47:14 +1000 (AUS
Eastern Standard Time)
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Chameleon
I dread your presence in my bed.
Your tears at my ineptitude.
I long to change the package of my love
to hide my pain.
My talons grope your loveliness
leaving weeds.
Unsex me now in my power
that I grovel to bring.
Those tears melt my being
leaving only source
clipped at my fountainhead.
I burst, and the shards of my mistaken, insouciant love
score deep beneath my butchers hide.
Louis Phillips
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From:
"jams Phillips" <jimt24@optusnet.com.au>
To: <asassycat@att.net>
Subject: or.... perhaps
Date: Mon, 17 Jun 2002 23:50:09 +1000 (AUS
Eastern Standard Time)
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Slowly
Trickle for me tales of flesh
In little bits
From mind awakening to day
At loves first burst.
What's first?
A new sensation in the loins
A birth
A procreation
To console
Life’s turpitude.
These lazy men who never
Stirred a female soul to inner light
They never see life’s fountainhead.
For sprung from warmth and juice
Indeed they are.
From a ranting mage of commerce
Sourced easy blood does fly.
He makes no dent on life.
Its in the heart
Where freedom springs
And female floods begin.
This mother of existence
In who, passion finds its source
Can touch the hearts of many with her
Deeds.
A babies head comes wanting
A brand new person day.
And all that mothers caring
Will compose
That life.
So test her now
With fingers touch
And urge forth
Tender love.
The well spring is
Of all things rooted here.
louis phillips
|
From: "james
phillips" <jimt24@optusnet.com.au>
To: <asassycat@att.net>
Subject: maybe...
Date: Mon, 17 Jun 2002 23:53:01 +1000 (AUS
Eastern Standard Time)
|
Seeking
His hands quite calm
Moved slowly
Testing all loves spots.
Moving close to her desire.
So slowly searching for the knot
The cusp of love
Her centre.
And when this spot
It did with certainty attain
It lingered…
Tracing all the shape and many textures there.
Her body moved now, stirred by ancient fire
It coalesced that hand
And took it deep inside,
to wanton buried pleasures warmth.
And still life moved to touch this faerie fire.
And warm itself again.
And stayed till rivers issued forth.
louis phillips
|
From:
Adrian <liamdeal@yahoo.fr>
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: poetry
Date: Wed, 12 Jun 2002 13:22:41 +0200 (CEST)
My name is Adrian Lesenciuc and I am a member of the Romanian
Union of Writers. I send you some poems.
Please, send me your opinion about my poetry, your critiques.
phedon
Aphrodite is a psychology course
this silence you can't get it back
in vain you read your future in your palm
kathabasis fits to the soul
with leather of stone
you can kiss your hand in silence
but this silence you can't get it back
not even in the grave
the apple is being bitten in order for the leg of
the girlfriend to be kissed
is raising on the toes
the girlfriend is a more recent psychology course too
the origin of the words under the walls
silt raped by the sink man's leg
I call my name for help
destiny cut down steaf of reed is swimming
under the black moon of the marsh
not even a line between the shadow of the star and
her face
the brick colored blood in the wall is rising
freedom
the silt is groaning deep
the marsh is kissing in zigzag
the belly of the land
the fecund clinching of the word of the tongue
static's nature. about war
my dreams died
fading away
in the vase
I ask for my blindness
and my right
to yell inside
all the beauty of this moment
is transposing in a bouquet
of wounds
the almond tree is not a reference point
you move from line to line
with all your furniture after you where is warmer if
you like it or not
I just asked you
why are you loading your soul
with one more syllable
can't you see that he can't carry anymore
and it's starting to go back
only if you could settle down
in your verse and you would assume
the title or another combination
and maybe you don't have to find something
to rhyme with quetzalcoatl
lied
the shoulder of the star pushes the vault of haven
towards morning
the man took off his meninx
and he dreams to a third
craved hemisphere
in the ball
is more palpable the hearing without the sough of
the arachnid
the whey is fettering every where
the well-worn paths of Solomon
don't lead you anywhere
someone thought to a depraved statue
a woman undressed of her meninx
only the shoulder of the star
is still pushing a reverse galaxy
you'd better do the pact with Hermes
riding a vermis and forget
all the fruits
then it's about
an ordinary Adam
and an Eva in the hypostasis of mating
without leafs
and without their meninx
in the opening of the evening
although that star pushes
the night out through the window
Thank you very much and please excuse my grammatical
mistakes.
Adrian Lesenciuc, residing in Brasov, Romania
Sent: Wednesday, June 12,
2002 8:21 PM
Subject: Re: poetry (fwd)
Adrian,
You are Phenomenal! This was written by one who has done
much awakening... Thank you for sharing it with me... I relate to
it in so many ways that most casual readers will not. You
are a ray of sunshine. I am passing this on to someone who
is looking for poets to be in a book...
"only if you could settle down
in your verse and you would assume
the title or another combination
and maybe you don't have to find something
to rhyme with quetzalcoatl"
Brilliant!
I'll let you know what he says...
Please send me more... and by the way,
PLEASE tell me why you sent it to me. I very much would like
to know.
I'm flattered that my opinion matters!
Peace,
Shelley aka Asassycat
Sent: Thursday, June 13,
2002 6:17 AM
Subject: Re: poetry (fwd)
Hello, Shelley!
I am a young writer, well known in my country, and I am trying to
establish contact with writers belonging to other literatures.
Searching for "poetry", I came upon some of your poems.
Overwhelmed by the so-called "rational-poetry" of some of my
contemporaries, I was attracted by the poetry emerging from the
depths of one's soul.
I do not posses a high degree in understanding English, but some
of your expressions like "I will never be able to >cover the wound
of you/ With the band-aid of somebody else" lightened my interest.
I'm thankful for your help, opinions and advice and I hope this
would represent the beginning of a useful relation.
I am delighted by the "architecture" of your site and I would like
to learn more about your references (biography, bibliography,
etc.)
I am pleasantly surprised by your interest in my poetry and I am
delighted with your promptitude to reply me.
I think that's a good idea to send you my unfinished work.
My work in course of translation is "Liam". "Liam" is a special
book, with an original arrangement in the page and with an
original construction. It's about a story which relates my
self-exile from Bucovina (Bucovina is a region in the north of my
country, teared up by the imperialist policy of The Red Soviet
Union). I was born in Bucovina and I know well its mountains, its
woods and its impossible to imagine blue sky (faience-blue sky).
My book is divided in two parts: a prose, the story as a footnote,
and the poetry. The story is continuing page-by-page in 45
episodes. Even if the speech is fragmented in personal reveries,
there exists continuation. In the upside of the page, the poems
are a different voice --the voice of a man who lives in the story
from footnote. This is the link between the poem in prose (the
story) and the pure poetry. Liam is living a single experience (of
the exile) by two or three voices related simultaneous.
In my book, I tend to Liam, Bucovina tends to Fagia (Bucovina
means the country of the beeches; in Romanian, fag=beech).
I will be happy to read your opinion and your commentary
concerning my last work.
From:
Stephen Jeffries
To: asassycat@att.net
<asassycat@att.net>
Subject: Checking out
your site
Date: Mon, 10 Jun 2002 09:57:10 -0500
Hey,
You have no idea who I am, but I met you and your friend at
Primo's last
Thursday night. I was one of four guys sitting at the table
next to you and
you read my buddies numbers or something. I just wanted to
drop you and
line and say that your website is fascinating. Looks like
you have put a
lot of work into it and it shows. Pretty cool if you ask me.
Just an FYI.
Have a good one and drop me a line sometime,
Peace
Stephen
From:
bfy6@aol.com
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: thank you
Date: Thu, 30 May 2002 02:41:03 EDT
Your poems are beautiful. You captured the true essence of
passions and
desire that can be felt. Your words speak with truth and
honesty speaking
what some would only think. I was very lucky to find them.
From:
"Chris"
To: <asassycat@att.net>
Subject: Hi Sassycat, I sure like your webpages,
Date: Tue, 14 May 2002 02:18:41 -0700
Hi Sassycat,
My name is Chris, and I found your webpages by doing a search on
the meanings of numbers in the Bible. Your webpages are
really great, and I just wanted to send an email to you, and to
tell you how much I have enjoyed reading your webpage. I
have not got to your poems yet, and believe or not, I write a few
poems too. : ) Wow, and I must say to you,
that you are very pretty too, as I am looking at your photo's page
too. Wow... I wonder about fate & everything.
hhhmmm
Sassycat, here is the url to one of my webpages, and you can
see what I do online too if you want to. I would really be honored
if you would take a look at my webpages, and also at the bottom of
this main webpage of mine, is a link you can click on to see some
of my photos, ok : )
http://www.angelfire.com/biz2/HEALTHY4LIFE/
Bye
Sassycat, and I hope you would email me sometimes too, ok.
Sincerely,
Chris in Arizona.
From:
Tabatha1972@aol.com
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: (no subject)
Date: Thu, 2 May 2002 19:35:51 EDT
I really love your web site. I was wondering if it would be ok to
link your
web site to mine. I would like it if my friends or anyone else
would see your
wonderful site you have. My web site is
http://www.geocities.com/tabatha292002/Enigma1.html?1003911537920
From:
"Adam Stewart"
To: <asassycat@att.net>
Subject: symbolism in book of revelations
Date: Sat, 27 Apr 2002 18:29:11 +0100
I am a student at Kent University doing a project on the book of
Revelations. I found your site very interesting and was wondering
if you could give be any advice on where to look for the
significance of the 7 trumpets and seals, the 12 tribes of Israel
or 666 as the number of the beast. any help would be greatly
appreciated.
Adam
Stewart
Sent: Monday, April 29,
2002 1:14 PM
Subject: Re: symbolism in
book of revelations
Hi Adam,
I DO know of a book, and it answers all the subjects you are
inquiring about. The problem is that it is out of print...
but maybe you will be able to find it on the web. It is
"Meditations On The Apocalypse" A Psycho-Spiritual Perspective on
the Book of Revelation - by F. Aster Barnwell. It is one of
those life changing books, and would definitely add to your
report.
Good Luck,
Shelley aka Asassycat
From:
LVail537@aol.com
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: (no subject)
Date: Fri, 15 Mar 2002 03:52:42 EST
I have been looking the significance of the number 40 in both the
Old and New Testament, any thoughts?
Sent:
Monday, March 18,
2002 2:54 PM
Subject:
Re: #40
The meaning of the number
40:
4 = The idea of
solidity—steadfastness, as well as successful competition.
0 = God, Spirit, Source - the one immutable divine unity
40 means = Standing solidly
in beliefs - and being steadfast in our consciousness with
God... marking a major period of accomplishment on the
evolutionary path.
40 individuals have built
their "city-four-square" (Revelations 21:16) The
city-four-square refers to a
higher consciousness, one that is developed on all levels of
living. #40 individuals know
of the four levels of consciousness - reason, order,
measurement, and justice - and understand
that they must respond to the four spiritual laws - mental,
emotional, spiritual, and physical.
They know of the "city not
made with hands, eternal in the heavens" (II Corinthians 5:1)
and understand that now they must be
"squared-away" in their actions and deportment. They must
treat all with fairness and
try to create universal harmony.
UNIVERSAL = a 40 powered
word
HARMONY = 40
POTENTIAL = 40
AWAKENING = 40
The meaning of 40, as taken
from an encyclopedia of traditional symbols:
FORTY: a period of
probation; trial; initiation; death.
As an elevation of 4 it is wholeness and totality. The
importance of the 'forty days'
probably arises from the
Babylonian forty days disappearance of the Pleiades
was a time of rejoicing, and a bundle of 40 reeds was
burned for the forty days of evil power. The Roman
'quarantine' kept ships isolated for 40 days. Temples in
Persia, Baalbec, Tartary, and those of the Druids and the
Temple of Ezekiel had 40 pillars...
There is much more... but I
hoped this helped.
Shelley
From:
StarrBytes2@aol.com
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: your
website
Date: Sun, 17 Mar 2002 22:51:25 EST
Hello. I stumbled onto your website today. I just wanted to say
your poetry
is utterly beautiful! I read all of them, and wish there was more.
You are
very talented, and very pretty too. I wish you best of luck with
your
writings.
Sincerely,
Starr
From:
"cyberwit .net" <cyberwit@rediffmail.com>
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Your
Poem In His Eyes
Date: 16 Mar 2002 17:55:44 -0000
Dear Shelley,
Your artistic poem In His Eyes marked by true creative
genius,
has been published in the anthology The Still Horizon pp. 246 ISBN
81-901366-0-7. In this anthology 235 poems of 225 eminent poets
have been published. The anthology is an attempt to select the
best of world poetry. We trust that the anthology will prove to be
an extraordinary collection. You will also get an opportunity to
read the poems from around the world.
The Still Horizon is dedicated to the victims of terrorist attack
of September11,2001.
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If unable to pay online, you may kindly send $15 per copy only by
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payable to: RADHA AGRAWAL at the following address. This
amount includes postal and handling charges also.
If you have any query please write to us. A reply will oblige.
Best Wishes
RADHA AGRAWAL
The Editor Managing
http://www.cyberwit.net
4/2 B, L.I.G.
Govindpur Colony Allahabad - 211004 (U.P.)
INDIA
From:
Jim
Subject: New book about the Biblical Creation.
Date: Fri, 11 Jan 2002 17:45:18 -0800 (PST)
Hi,
I visited your website recently and was
very impressed with what you had to say. I also noticed that
the Biblical Creation was one of your interests. Perhaps you
would be interested in my new book, "The
Theory of Creation." It is a scientific analysis of the
Biblical Creation story (Genesis 1:1-2:4). The url is:
http://www.thetheoryofcreation.com
I would also appreciate it if you would
include this in your links if you have them. I'll gladly
reciprocate if asked. Thank you for your time, and I
hope you will check out my website.
Sincerely,
Jim Schicatano
2001___________________
From: "cyberwit
.net"
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Your Poem Has Been Approved
Date: 25 Nov 2001 06:09:58 -0000
Dear friend,
We are pleased to
inform you that your poem In His Eyes has been
approved by our editors for publication in "THE STILL HORIZON".
Only a limited number of poems are chosen by our editors for
publication.
We trust that the
anthology will prove to be an
extraordinary collection. We feel you have a special talent and
look forward to the publication of your poem in THE STILL HORIZON.
SINCERELY
RADHA AGRAWAL
The Editor Managing
http://cyberwit.net/
4/2 B,
L.I.G.
Govindpur Colony Allahabad - 211004 (U.P.)
INDIA
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Question about your site
Date: Tue, 11 Dec 2001 11:04:49 -0500
HI!
I was browsing your site last night and I
wanted to know the source of your poetry? Are the poems originals
that you wrote, or are they taken from another source? They are
amazing! I love your site. I write poetry also and some of those
really inspired me. I really like "NO NAME" the best. It is
so powerful. I would like to know |
