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Sent: Monday, March 01, 2010
I'm reading The Secret again. I'm on your website. I am on the right
path. I just got out of an engagement to a man who told me after the
cake tasting that he wasn't ready. I was devastated but glad he
spoke up. He wasn't present on many occassions, he didn't listen,
but in doing reading and thinking back neither was I. I didn't
fight, cry, or beg him to marry me. I let him go and now I'm doing
my work.
Reading, visualizing changing my mindset and putting love first in
word and action. I'm thankful for your website. I have spent much
time reading it, slowly and thoroughly. I'm glad that your words
were there to help me with my journey.
I just wanted to offer thanks; you never know who's reading, who you
are inspiring and who needs you.
All the best!!!
S
Sent: Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Subject: Inspired
Dearest Shelley,
I came to your site by chance,
I feel lucky to have walked in here in a trance.
I met my soul mate, my true love some time back,
We bond, we explore, there is just time we lack.
I could never stop describing her kindness, her love,
There is nothing to prove she wasn't sent from above.
She taught me poetry, she taught me to feel,
In moments of memory, it plays like a film reel.
Bless us. Guide us. I don't know much,
All I know is that I never knew love was such.
Thanks for being an inspiration. It is rare to find someone who
believes. I do.
Take care.
A
Sent: Sunday, November 22, 2009
Dear Shelley:
Thank you from the bottom of my heart; you have moved me deeply!
I have read all your letters, poems and advice; and thou I am no
longer looking for anyone except myself, your words of great wisdom
have given me direction. I do have a DREAM that I will follow.
Honestly I can say that I have felt and experienced every emotion
that you have described at least once in my lifetime.
I am currently in what is supposed to be known as my “Twilight
Years”. My parents and grandparents have left me, my children have
grown up and left me and I find myself truly alone.
For the past 10-15 years I have been eagerly trying to discover
where I came from so I will know where I am going; working on my
heritage website and meeting many online “distant cousins”. It is
through my website that I have found a purpose that drives me to my
completion, and has helped me discover who I really am. Not one
person in my immediate family cares enough to even READ my work, and
that does matter anymore.
As you might have already guessed, I had never really found myself,
I’ve always tried to be what I thought others wanted me to be. A
series of failed marriages and relationships that left me feeling
empty, and the loss of parents that also brought a loss of any
family ties to siblings, aunts, uncles and cousins; can really make
us feel like a single ship lost in a storm, IF we let it..
I am the eldest child of my parents. My dad was the eldest child of
his parents; and my grandfather and grandmother were the eldest
child of their parents; so of course I always felt like I had to be
“the leader”, “the one with the most accomplishments”, “the one to
set the example for all the others to follow”.. Once they passed
away; the family ties also faded away; in spite of my efforts to
hold us together. .
Filled with lack of self esteem and self worth; and searching for
something to wake me up and shake me up; I found your website, which
has given me new hope.
I now realize IT IS NOT MY FAULT; I realize I DON’T HAVE TO DO OR
FIX ANYTHING. I am not to blame for any of their closed narrow
minded ways. I don’t have to be anything or do anything to please
any one..
Thank you for sharing your experiences; and for helping me find my
way.
W
Sent: Friday, August 28, 2009
Dear Shelley, I just had to write to you to tell you how profoundly
your poetry and wise words have affected me. Today, for some reason,
I was moved to look up "soul poetry" on line, having these past days
felt some unrest in my heart and soul. ( Not like me at all-I am a
happy, funny, gregarious sort of girl. But recently, I met the man
who I think is my soulmate, and was shocked with myself at how much
fear bubbled out of me. Not fear with him--with me!) Reading on
different sites, I found that there was nothing that really moved
me.
I happened upon yours, and was caught by your Match.com story. It
made
me smile!! But then I began to read your poetry, and then almost
your
whole site--and was stunned by the answers that were right there
before me!!! Stunned. I saw so clearly the things that I have to
work
on, and MUST work on. I have never ever written to anyone that I did
not know before, but I am practicing being open and truthful:-) You
are
so special that I just wanted to say thank you for your words and
wisdom. I wish you and those you love all of the best. Again, Thank
You. Sincerely, Heidi O'Connor P.S.-I started writing again today-
something that I have not done in twenty years. Nothing as great or
noteworthy as you-but at least my soul has a voice once again.
H
MY RESPONSE
Dear H,
Thank YOU so much for sharing that with
me!! It serves a reminder of what I'm here to do. I can't tell you
how much it means to know that my writing is doing what it was
intended to do... HELP PEOPLE! I experienced that very same fear
with my soul mate (now husband), even after all the very hard work I
did on myself prior, and thinking I was ready. It is very scary to
completely open yourself to being 100% vulnerable, real, raw,
unprotected... to let yourself be seen for who and what you really
are, flaws and all, cellulite and all :-) - everything else be
damned... the fear of possible loss, not being truly loved and
accepted, of being abandoned in the end - left with that sick
terrible feeling we all know... but it all really does boil down to
loving and trusting yourself, and believing... no... KNOWING, that
everything really does happen for a reason... a lesson... and that
once those really big lessons are learned... because they never
stop, that there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, and
that wishes really do come true! It's all starts and ends with
you... your relationship with yourself, and how comfortable you are
in your own skin!
Wishing You Peace and Love,
Shelley
Sent: Sunday, August 09, 2009
I was reading over all your stuff. You have held true to your
belief's and that is what I am so proud of you for. "You have walked
on water"
D
Sent: Monday, August 03, 2009
Hi Shelley,
I just wanted to take the time and say thank you so much for your
website!!!! The info I found on there is very positive and
uplifting! I couldn't believe I was getting all of this for free. So
again I want to say thank you! Can I have your permission to add
your link to my blog?
www.holistictrainer.blogspot.com
Thanks
N
Sent: Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Hi Shelley :)
I just ran across your website and really admire your message.
Recently I've come to many of the same conclusions regarding our
individual creative powers and how God's love is absolute (though
I've
been on this path for awhile now, these things really sunk in after
reading "Conversations with God" by Neale Donald Walsch--a truly
wonderful book).
I understand you are taking time off to be with your baby--
congratulations!--so I'm just curious; do you know of another
psychic
advisor in the DFW area who shares your philosophy? I do my best to
get in touch with my inner wisdom whenever I encounter problems, but
sometimes it helps to talk to someone who's a little farther along,
so
to speak. :)
Thank you very much for your time!
S
Sent: Thursday, June 04, 2009
How do you know what your fears are?
someone told me that "from my fears I have attracted a mirror of
myself" He just told me when need a break.
I hope its not over. ..How can I change it if it is?
Thanks
S
MY RESPONSE
Hi S,
First of all, let me say, you are always attracting a mirror of
yourself, whether you have fears or not. It is the great Universal
“Law of Attraction”.
Every relationship is a mirror. In how you relate with ANYONE, you
are seeing a reflection of you are relating with yourself. To change
what you attract, you must change how you relate with yourself –
specifically your ego/personality (the face you show to the world) -
relates with - your heart, your deepest inner knowing and desire,
which is also the voice of your conscience.
A break may very well be what you need… and it could be a gift in
disguise. The important thing is to recognize what you are supposed
to be learning from this, so that you can get one step closer to
finding your ultimate partner – which can only happen once you find
yourself… You will know it when you have found both. It starts with
being true to who you really are and what you really want at all
times, and not settling for anything less.
Shelley
From: S
Sent: Monday, June 01, 2009
Hi Shelley,
I ran across your site by accident, and found it very helpful and
positive during a difficult moment in my life. I have some
questions,
though, about the law of attraction. You mention that relationships
are a mirror, and we receive what we give out, but this hasn't
really
been the case for me quite frequently, and I was wondering why?
Thanks,
S
MY RESPONSE
Hi Sapna,
Thanks for writing to me. The Law of Attraction is always at work...
It is
probably that you are just not looking hard enough in the mirror to
pin-point what the reflection is trying to tell you. Remember that
is it
just not what you "think" you are giving out, but deep down inside
how you
are relating to yourself, and what you are supposed to be learning
through
the relationships you are attracting... about yourself and how you
relate to
yourself. A hint is to look at how they make you feel.. start there!
All the best,
Shelley
Sent: Thursday, June 04, 2009
Thanks for replying Shelley...specifically I've been struggling with
why the men I'm involved with cheat on me, because I never cheat on
them. If relationships are a mirror, I don't understand why this
happens to me :( Your insight would be helpful!
Thanks,
S
MY RESPONSE
I would start with asking yourself if you are cheating on yourself -
not being true to your own heart and ultimate desires. When you
attract a partner that cheats, you are cheating on yourself in some
way... I bet these people you attract are not what you REALLY want
in a partner, and that you would be settling in some way... which is
cheating on your own heart!
The lesson is to know that you are worth more, and deserve better -
to have everything you want in a relationship. You must decide to
love yourself enough not to settle for less. This is when you will
change what kind of partner you attract!
Sent: Thursday, June 04, 2009
Hello Shelley! I stumbled on your mail by chance and I thank God for
the opportunity. as I write to u, I've not made meaningful progress
in my life since 1990. I'm almost 40 now and ashamed of the little
achievement I've made. my next birth day will be on the 10th of June
and I'm planning to give my girl friend of 11years an engagement
ring and then marry her.
I've made some pretty bad decisions in life but I'm
determine to change things for the better. I'm a very spiritual
person who believe strongly in God and the divine. I also believe
that God has given different individuals ability to help his
children solve their problems which they have caused for themselves.
Shelley, before my next birthday, can u in anyway offer some
suggestions as to what I can do to start changing the course of my
situation? I so much the girl I'm that I want the best for her my
children.
D
MY REPLY
Hello D,
#1 – Forgive Yourself for perceived past mistakes – There are really
no mistakes, only opportunities for learning.
http://www.findingmrright.net/courseinmiracles.htm
#2 – Follow your heart wherever it tries to lead… no matter how
scary it may seem. Don’t resist because of fear. When you want
something, and fear tries to convince you not to go for it, that
same fear is pointing you in the direction you must go… you must
face your fear to find yourself and true happiness. Trust all your
needs will be met as long as you follow your heart… don’t lie to
yourself… you know when you are doing it.
Wishing you a life full of Peace and a Happy Birthday,
Shelley
Sent: Monday, May 18, 2009
Hi Shelley
Congratulations on your wonderful website and the courage to publish
your very personal struggle.
I came across your website as I am searching for my soulmate, or
maybe 'perfect partner' would be a better description. I found a
soulmate some years ago (2000), but similar to your Kane, we weren't
destined to be partners, but remained close friends until her
untimely death almost two years ago.
I have to come to many of the same conclusions that you have and
would agree with 95% of the content of your website. Of particular
note in my life is severing attachment to outcomes and learning not
to have expectations of others - the major source of misery to us
all. Also, like you, I totally love and accept myself, and am quite
prepared to live the rest of my life without a partner if that is
what is required.
However, it would be wonderful to have a partner to share my life
with and as my search is not yielding any visible results, I was
feeling very despondent, so I revisited your website, and I came
across your 'love letters'. I was really inspired by them and they
renewed my confidence to continue my search. I have written email
like those in the past, trying my best to reveal as much of myself
and my hopes and dreams to a prospective partner, normally without a
lot of success. It's a lonely place at either end of a 'bell curve'
(smile), as you alluded to in one of your email.
The fact that you eventually found a loving soulmate is also
reassuring - if you did it, so can I!
Good luck and best wishes. May I send you all the Light and Love the
Universe can muster.
Kindest regards
J, Australia
MY REPLY
Hi J,
Thank you for writing and sharing with me. I have every confidence
that you can also find a soulmate!
One thing I did, that I think really made a difference, is that I
finally stated to the Universe (after Kade) that I was ready,
described what I did and didn’t want in my potential soulmate (was
very specific – “He will have the same basic views on life but will
mentally challenge me, we will have mind-blowing sex, he won’t like
to watch football…” - lol –everything I could think of), and asked
for him to appear soon… shortly after that it happened, and he was
everything I asked for and more! I’m sure your partner is out there
too, getting ready for you, and that when your frequencies are
finally aligned that the law of attraction will bring you together.
That’s the other thing I think we don’t think about – that our soul
mate also has to be at the point in their life when they are ready
to meet us – and that they are having similar experiences and
working on themselves as well… that as we are working on finding our
own self-love, so are they… but when both are ready , and have come
to the same realizations and asked for the other to appear… then it
happens!
I wish you all the best!
Shelley
2004_______________________
Thank you for your poems, they speak the
truth about what is really in some peoples minds, their
hopes, their dreams, their passions.
Shelley,
I am seventeen years old and I believe that I'm in love. Don't
mistake me for one of those guests we often see on Maury or
Jenny (I'm not pregnant and my boyfriends not my pimp). I just
love him so selflessly, which is way out of the norm for me. U
see I'm very materialistic and this guy has never bought me
anything, nor I him, but I feel like he spoils me rotten.
All your erotic poems and a few
of your love poems truly express how I long to stay this
way...'forever untamed by reality in a blissful dream of love.'
Shelley, you are an amazing artist with a mind-blowing gift to
speak life and emotion into the most physical of realms...you
are truly a treasure amongst us rocks and ocean. God has indeed
blessed you with a gift.
Thank you,
Dominique & Victor
Hello Shelley...we meet again I see. It's me,
Dominique. the seventeen year old. I recently picked my poetry
writing habits back up and I was wondering if you'd mind if I
sent you one everyday. I'm not looking for you to post any of
it, I just want to share my poetry with someone who
appreciates it as much as I do. This particular poem was
written for one of my friends that is quite promiscuous and
lonely. Enjoy!!!!!
'Queen
Aiesha'
Poor,
Poor girl who cries to see if she is still alive,
Who may
not feel what others feel and often asks why.
Who
gives so much just to receive the love she needs at home,
Who
thinks so hard she looses sight of what is really wrong.
Poor,
Poor girl who wears all black to give herself an edge,
Who
cannot escape the truth in thoughts that dance between her
legs.
She is
the jewel so forgotten in the Royal Tombs we raid,
That
she herself forgets she exists and soon begins to fade.
Poor,
Poor girl who doesn't know what love is or how it feels,
Who
searches for the slightest touch that hints it may be real.
Who
couldn't pray in times of need because it felt so fake,
Who
found her faith in the darkest place and gave into her fate.
Poor,
Poor girl that latches on to people she don't need,
And
feels she misses out on things if she can't hear or see.
But
this poor girl I swear i love and that truly does scare me,
For
loving her, from what I've seen, shouldn't be this easy.
--------Dominique --------
Dear Shelly,
I must say I am moved by the
unselfconscious grace of your poems. Well done.
Leslie Trainer
Sent: Saturday, September 04, 2004 10:36 AM
To:
Shelley@findingmrright.net
God has
loved his son so deeply within every tear of pain within his heart
as he
folds his hand out for peace within the world no man nor woman
will
listen nor
see the image within his hearts desires as his pain folds upon
another
dawn for the pain may never be heard for the cries may never be
swept away.
....
good job
i love your poem i
am also a poem writer i
would like for you to
email me
back to tell me what you thought of my poem
god bless you and
have a
good
night...
Shelley,
Your poetry is so awesome. I just
cant stop reading it! I love it please dont stop writing! A HUGE
fan.
Virginia
Shelley,
I wanted to say that I think your
website describes how I feel to a T and you can correct me if I'm
wrong. I have been a divorced single mother for 7 years. I haven't
had a serious relationship with anyone since my husband just
physical relationships. Let's just say that I'm sort of a nymph,
bold, I like sex and I'm usually the aggressor. I don't see
anything wrong with it and I have been like this even when I was
married to my husband. Well, I have a girlfriend who claims that I
will never find a relationship because of the way that I am. She
tried to change me into something that I am not. Like no sex for
the first 6 months, to be more mysterious and not to answer
questions honestly from the beginning by trying to do this it
cause a lot of problems between me and her. She got upset with me
because I told her that by doing this I felt untrue to myself
because it wasn't me. The way I look at it is that a man is to
accept me the way I am not try to change me nor would I change
him. She claims that I will never find true love. She claims
because I have sex kind of early on that I don't love myself or
respect myself and I don't look at it that way. I find myself to
be very self confident and that I do love myself. I say when the
right one comes along I'll know. Do you think I'm correct or was
she sort of right?
Enticing32
It's not like me to
email a complete stranger, but I ran into your website early this
morning, and have been reading it for hours, and just want to say
a big "thank you", for your honesty, and vulnerability, and the
time it took to put it together. I haven't read it all yet, but I
am amazed and have been just sitting here crying tears of joy
about how it has touched the depths of my soul. I am looking for
my soul mate, and got on a search engine and simply typed in "how
to find your soulmate" and came up with your site. I have been
praying about this matter for a while, and know without a doubt
that God let me to your site. I am still in shock that everything
I've been thinking about lately was right there in your site,
plus I've gained so much more knowledge and insight after reading
some of your postings. I don't even know how to say it, God
is just answering my questions through you, and I can't thank you
enough. I'm thankful for your experiences and your pain that you
have gone through so that you can pass your wisdom and experience
on to others. I've been going through the whole thing too of
"trying to be a man in a man's world", (though I am a woman). I
have felt pressured to find my self worth through a career, when
that is not what I desire. I thought there was something terribly
wrong with me, till I read almost word for word from your postings
what I have been feeling. I have only been wanting to be a help
mate to someone, to stay at home with children, take care of my
family, support and love them. I've been desiring to rely on a
man financially, and I desperately want to be needed by a man. I
want that old fashioned type of love. I was thinking that I was
crazy and would never find that in this modern time, and that no
man would even want that kind of woman, till I read that you
desired the same thing. And now I am convinced that I will be
"true to myself", and go with my inner feelings and desires, and
not be ashamed of them. There's so much more I could say, but
I'll say one last "thank you", God is using you much more than you
will ever know.
Sincerely, Renee'
Maguire
Thanks Shelley... It's always
refreshing when I occasionally stumble on people's work that
really reflects the Truth and helps bring people into their own
loving empowerment.
I loved it. Thanks again for the
assistance and info with the pics.
Light your way...
Jill
Shelley,
I was looking
for an erotic poem to send a "friend." I came across your site
and instead of a copy and paste I wound up writing my own. Thank
you for allowing me the opportunity to see what I wanted to say.
BridgeGal1
Hi Shelley,
I really dont know what to say
all I know is that i am driven inside to find the truth I have
always been a firm believer in God as i feel him inside me I
dont know if this is a disussion (Im going to call it: site -
the letter list in your web site) or a help thingy I honestly
feel,know, and I have felt It rescently stronger, that Love is
the answer, but sometimes I feel as though I am scarred ,
incapable of reaching as I sometimes call it (cause it comes and
goes) state of higher consciousness, state of existence,
knowledge, full harmony and inner peace, I am sometimes lost in
my life and feel incapable of knowing how to Love myself, I
dont know right now im confused :) I sometimes feel I do and
sometimes I don't I guess thats modern life, I respect Your
views, and I found them to be very interesting, sometimes the
truth Is round the corner.
Shelly (if I may call You that) I
Thank you...
I wish You all the Best
Thanks,
Andrew
Shelley,
This is one of the
coolest web sites I’ve seen in quite some time. I keep checking it
out when the bosses aren’t paying attention....
You are
absolutely, without a doubt, one of the most intriguing, alluring,
downright gorgeous women I’ve ever seen. I don’t want to get all
weird on you here but come on; I dare any man who actually IS a man
to not be drawn in by your eyes. As a matter of fact, I am now
issuing a challenge to any man out there to try and resist your
gaze...
I just wanted to
pay you a compliment.
Gary
2003_______________________
Hi,
I am not sure how I came across your site, but I did and I would
like to
say that I think it is wonderful. My mother passed away in June
from
Ovarian Cancer and I am trying very hard to deal with it,
especially
with Christmas coming up. Anyway, I just wanted to say thank you.
Marjory
Hi
Shelley,
My name is Ziggy. I am 41 years old and I enjoy reading your
website. You give me so much hope in what I am reading...
God Bless
Love, Light and Protection in your Life.
Ziggy
Shelley,
Hello there!! I just wanted to write you and tell
you that your website is absolutely beautiful!!!! It has become my
favorite website, which is something that has never happened before.
I have a lot of favorite, and normally cannot decide between all of
them. I am a very open-minded, honest female also, and I believe
that I have found my soul mate. Looking at the website that you have
built reminds me a lot of me, and some of the thoughts and feelings
that I experienced just a few years ago. I hope that you do not mind
me e-mailing you, I just love the site, it has been a tremendous
help to me!!!!
Take Care,
Angel
Hello Again Shelley!!
I hope that you had a happy holiday weekend!! I
wanted to let you know that your site did indeed touch me, as I
believe that I may have found my Twin Flame, and your site has
helped me to be as honest with him as I can possibly be. It is
scary, revealing yourself, all of you, laying it all on the line
for someone else to look at, not knowing what they are going to
say or do, but your words, poems, and letters to Kade have
helped me immensely!! I am glad that there are still people in
this world, like yourself, and Kade, that truly want to help
others learn from your experiences!!
Shelley,
You have a wonderful web site, I
really enjoyed your writings Here is a soulmate page I did, hope
you enjoy as I did yours..
Hi,
I just want to tell you that I loved your site so much and I
loved you as well. Not many people think the way you think. Not
many people give the best of them to others and in the same time,
they don't deny themselves. I've always believed that happiness is
something we gain by giving it to people around us. I don't know
how to say what I really want to say. But whoever Kade was I'm
sure he's so lucky that he had person like you. Wherever he is I'm
sure he's proud of you. To have a person with such a heart and
such a personality is something I really wish to have.
Forgive my bad English and sorry if you found some spelling
mistakes :)
Yours faithfully,
Wafa
Shelley,
Unbelievable!
I have spent the day looking at
your site. You really are something to be admired! I don't have
the ability to express myself as you do. So let me just say that
when God made you he was just showing off.
Hey
Shelly,
Your site is something else I don't really know what to
think of it....All I really can tell you about it is that for some
reason it makes me feel good. It's like I can feel what you feel
in all your emails to Kade and all your poetry...It's odd I really
cant say what I believe in or what I don't believe in I am 21 and
never grew up with any religion...So now I am at the point in my
life where I am trying to get answers and to find me. It seems
that all that matters to me is Love the love you receive from a
guy that loving feeling. I think that has a huge effect on me and
at this point in time I don't think that that is something I
should be worrying about. For I have had many problems in my life
and I have not made very good dissions in my life. For example I
quit high school.....and at the beginning of the year I got into
some trouble...Now I am at the point where I wish it would all go
away...But I know it won't so all I can do is move forward and try
and make it right for taking the better road in the future. But I
don't even know how I came across your site but I did and I
started reading and I can feel your emotion, thought, and it makes
me feel secure. Could this be the path I have been given to take
to follow in your footsteps by your helping- hand?
Thanks, Miranda
Hey Shelly!
First I would just like to say I love your page, and stop
by almost
every day even though I know you update every few days.. call me
obsessive
compulsive but I reread your poems and they're beautiful! Okay,
I'm a nerd, and
a sucker for the goofy smileys haha! Anyways, recently I posted a
few of my
poems on your forum, and I would appreciate your feedback because
I really
enjoyed your poetry and I would like to see what you think.
Especially "Fatal
Kisses," which is my most recent poem.. a girl is poisoned by a
man and he kills
her.. sounds horribly depressing, doesn't it? I suppose I have
those days
sometimes haha. I do write happy poetry as well, I suppose I
should submit more
poetry like that, but Sweet Success is on there, and it's
positive! Haha so
anyways I would really appreciate hearing what you have to say
about what can I
change about my poems, etc.. thank you!
-
Jessica Forrester
Shelley,
I read your
letter to Shari last night before I went to sleep and again
this morning and thought about how I’d respond, then I had my
coffee and caught my “occasional pot buzz” (kids at school, wife
at work – substitute teaching) – hey it’s the first time the suns
been out all weekend and I’m not neglecting my job, well not until
I started typing this but it’s a *small*
part of who I am and how I think and causes my brain to jump into
warp speed where I begin calculating all kinds of outcomes from
the action I take now (it is the one thing that I am not
completely honest about and gives me doubts, yet it is also
something that occasionally gives birth to some creative thought
that inspires me) – anyway, I’ll spare you the details but here’s
my logical reasoning.
Everything is
telling me there is a quantum leap possible towards understanding
of human consciousness (and of myself) but taking that leap might
cost me the very things I treasure most today. Joanne and I had a
lot of discussion over the course of the weekend and I was
thinking about what I might say on the radio, then when it was
cancelled I guess I was relieved somewhat as I was feeling a
little frustrated with my inability to make her understand what I
was thinking and feeling - and I think we are as close as any
couple can be (except for the above disclaimer – she tolerates it
but thinks I’m foolish & she may be right). While she does believe
in things like miracles (healing and such) I think she figures it
is best left to saints and “qualified” people and that the methods
employed by psychics and readers should be suspect. I am
frightened that a continued dialog with you will cause lots of
strife in my marriage but I think I have no choice but to weather
that storm and be true to everything my heart & mind is telling me
(and it has NOTHING to do with an attachment to you other than
what I sense is a mutual desire to help others achieve a
heightened awareness that brings with it complete joy & peace).
Your
letter to Shari is beautiful – you speak from your heart with
complete truth and wisdom. But how much of it does she really
hear? What does she believe you are telling her? I’ve read a few
self-help books, magazine articles, listened to psychologists, and
learned from those that love me and those I love and wonder how
can I make anyone understand that which I now know to be true, and
good, and pure to anyone else that hasn’t figured it out for
themselves yet. I had been imagining the radio dialog to be
something like a conversation between my wife and I, but the
letter you received from Shari had me rethinking that whole
process. For people in a loving “normal” family, it is sometimes
hard to reconcile differences. And they aren’t necessarily big
issues that can cause lots of grief and stress. So how do you do
that in a dysfunctional family with histories of
drug/alcohol/physical abuse and neglect? I suppose I’ve always
felt that you “leave it to the experts” – these people need real
counseling to get to the root of their troubles and resolve the
issues that limit their growth. But I doubt many of them would be
inclined to ever talk to an “expert”. However, those that are
fortunate enough to find you and tap into your ability to help
them see themselves have been given a gift but it is up to them to
open it (and do they have the common sense and support necessary
to do that?).
Your computer
skills make you a conduit to people on the internet to tap into
that “universal understanding” if they know enough to seek it. I
found your story (and other stories of spiritual awakening) and
could relate closely with my own experience to know that there are
MANY people of like mind and understanding in the world that would
like nothing more than to be able to pass that wisdom on to future
generations – to assist our evolution. It’s enough of a struggle
to do that in one’s own life and family let alone an “outsider”
since I think our basic human nature is to distrust that which we
do not already know to be true… And I hope you don’t feel that I
am in any way denigrating your efforts for that is the last thing
I wish to do.
I feel like I
could continue this conversation forever and wind up right back
here where I started with nothing gained (and possibly some very
real loss) - and that will indeed be true if nothing is ventured,
so, I’ll try to think in baby steps and back to Shari and her
problems…
Surely the
emails you’ve received and relationships you’ve established on the
web can help to illustrate to other people that their problems are
neither unique, nor insurmountable and that a consistent approach
and attitude to all of life’s ups & downs is all that is needed to
find the happiness that they so desperately seek? Nothing is a
turn-key solution, there are no magic spells, and no one can give
you a formula for success. God, Truth, Love – they are all
essential elements of the same positive potential energy around us
and are the only paths to lasting Happiness. Trying to achieve
happiness while disregarding those essential elements is fruitless
and will only cause more pain and suffering for oneself and those
around one.
The existing
technology of the web can allow us to connect the “seekers of
truth” to the “seers of truth” with greater potential than any
known method of communication. I am unsure how to make that
connection but envision something like a “wailing wall” (I know
nothing about the religious history of it). I imagined a wailing
wall where people could (anonymously) pray for guidance and that
those who can see the truth of any individual situation could
offer some sort of solace. Wouldn’t all those whose greatest wish
for mankind is peace and understanding be willing to help make
that vision a reality??
I scares me to
think that there are forces at work that are willing me to move
forward when I have everything I want in life (except a big
retirement fund and college tuition for my kids ;-) which is why I
can’t get too consumed with these thoughts and I need to
concentrate on my current job while trying to sort out what it is
I need to do. I am trying to stay alert to external signs as I
stay true to my heart and mind and those I love - which in the
perfect world I wish for with all my heart, is everyone. So, I’m
glad I’ve gotten this far and I’m waiting with guarded
anticipation/enthusiasm to see where it might lead. I never seem
to know the right way to close an email but one thing I ask God
every night is to “bless me in deed” – something from the prayer
of Jabez that resonates with me.
May God bless
you Shelley and I look forward to future discussions.
P.S. – it took
me almost 5 hours to compose the above. I think I’ll lay off the
CDS for awhile to make sure that this isn’t just some
“pipe-dream”….
Hi Shelley,
I loved your
site.. was wondering if you ever chatted on one of the
messengers... write me back if you'd like and maybe we can chat
some night?
Jim
Subject: Great
Site
Date: Tue, 29 Oct 2002 14:58:40 +1300 (New Zealand Daylight
Time)
I've really enjoyed your site. In his light we see light. Love the
poetry and complementing artwork
Thanks
Kate
Subject: Your site
Date: Tue, 7 Jan 2003 00:36:57 -0600
Your information on spirituality has helped me. I feel I was meant
to read it to assist me in current confusion. I embrace your idea
of truth, of the idiocracy of half the world being right, and of
symbolism.
I've always been a very spiritual person, but as my age has
progressed, I have learned the beauty in "question"... the concept
to not accept all that is taught to you growing up and in our
American cultural conditioning. This has caused me fear in some
ways, and indirectly I've been searching for some solace to
this.... meaning, I don't go to church, nor do I have the feeling
to go and this brings me guilt... but my only relief from that
guilt is my own confidence in my personal and
private spirituality and belief in God. But even lately... I have
thought... if western religion is the only saved religion... why
would a forgiving, loving etc God only give that knowledge to
certain people, and not others, i.e. Buddhists, Muslims etc. I
feel like I'm rambling but
I've never met anyone as dynamic and full of wisdom and
humility... (I love humility... and try to live by it always.. the
ability truly to lose ego.... by allowing for yourself to be
vulnerable, incorrect and to see things in differing views)
I'd love to dive into other culture's beliefs... to learn and
absorb... but the fear and guilt my conditioning has placed on me
has been my deterrent. My theory is that if I can break away from
those fears, by learning about all different cultures beliefs I
can get a better understanding of our ultimate creator, or truth
as you say? I guess I felt if I looked at other religions, it
meant I couldn't possibly believe in Christ or God... but I do -so
there I am torn.
~~~~~~
I believe that when you take literal interpretation of anything,
particularly the Bible... you become narrow-minded and unable to
truly absorb the vastly dynamic realm of God. My daughter's father
says I'm a bad mother since I don't take my daughter to church...
I say that my faith and spirituality is not proved by my presence
in a building once a week... it's much more -- and that I do not
wish to force upon my daughter strict religion... that I want her
to explore life, the world and her own spirituality and if she
becomes Buddhists, so be it. I'm not here to control her, but to
help and guide her with love. His response was that she will go
to hell then.
Do you see the type of literal interpretation I speak of in
people... they get so lost in it they forget to question
everything.
I believe people are in your path for a reason... maybe I stumbled
upon you to find the truth I've been looking for.
I enjoyed your website... thank you for this opportunity. You
have a beautiful mind, heart and soul.
Sincerely,
Stephanie
25yrs.
Fond du Lac, Wisconsin.
Date: Wed, 8
Jan 2003 11:13:57 -0500
Bumped into your letter. It was nice to read it. Thanks.
2002_______________________
From:
Bernie
To: "asassycat@att.net"
Subject: Thank You
Date: Tue, 23 Jul 2002 13:22:31 +1000
Shelly,
Thank you for sharing your emails on the web. They are wonderful,
truly
perfect expressions. If only we could always be this perfect. I
hope you are
happy. It sounds like you are.
regards,
Bernie
From:
IcyLee711@cs.com
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: feedback
Date: Fri, 28 Jun 2002 22:46:36 EDT
Dear ____ (don't know your name),
Honestly, some of your (erotic) stuff is pretty cool, but most of
it I
found pretty freaky . As I was reading some of your erotic
work I thought to myself "how does she come up with this
stuff?" Uhhh, I don't really know what else to write, I
admire your individuality and strong sense of
yourself...keep it up.
-Joanna Lee*
From:
Greg Underwood <gregory378@yahoo.com>
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: your site
Date: Mon, 24 Jun 2002 16:32:18 -0700 (PDT)
Hello Cat,
I found your web site yesterday, and spent most of the night
reading and pondering you poetry and views on life. Let me say
that you are like a soft cool rain in an otherwise draught ridden
world. I am soooo glad that there is someone else who looks and
feels the same way that I do. Thank you, Greg
From:
Nick Cooper <nick.cooper@uk.easynet.net>
To: "'asassycat@att.net'" <asassycat@att.net>
Subject: thank you
Date: Sun, 23 Jun 2002 12:37:26 +0100
Hi, My name is Nick
I have been on your website and
looking around , I recently had my wife recently leave
me, found a new girlfriend that is so much like
you and your poetry , at some point will ask if
she would to donate one of her poems to
your site .
With Regards Nick.
From:
Dinojagtiani@aol.com
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Hi
Date: Fri, 21 Jun 2002 11:39:05 EDT
Hi
I did a search on AOL , and was led to your website. I own a
restaurant called "Temptation" and was looking for interesting
quotes or 1 liners using the word "temptation" in it. If you
can help me , that would be much appreciated. Or if you can
suggest me some websites that maybe interesting. Your poem on
temptation was very powerful.
Thanks
Dino
From: "Kristopher
R. Busby" <krisb@acts.bc.ca>
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: It's
good to know I'm not alone.
Date: Mon, 17 Jun 2002 20:37:55 -0700
Asassycat:
I just turned 37 and feel as though I'm leaving port on an
exciting mission to find the rest of me. Though I've
been writing for a while I find myself drawn to poetry lately, but
have no one to talk over it with.
Obviously this is just a passing note, but I need to ask an
amateur question:
I find that as far a simile, imagery and metaphor I don't always
"get it". Am I supposed too? Is every poem
written to be read and reread till we completely understand what
the writer meant? Is there 'logic' to poetry?
I like your work.
Kristopher
Sent: Tuesday, June 18,
2002 10:03 AM
Subject: Re: It's good to
know I'm not alone.
You are never alone... It
(Your Higher Self) is always there to guide you to the right
person, book, dream, or clue that will hold the next awakening on
your grand adventure to find yourself...
I am an amateur, so I'm not sure how a "professional" would
answer, but I think it only matters that you understand your own
poetry. Mine is very metaphorical and has deep hidden
spiritual meaning, but most do not, and probably will not, ever
understand it... but hey get it (are touched) on another level. I
think it's only ever logical to the writer/poet who wrote it.
I think the words will be understood by the ones they were meant
for! If that makes any sense?
From:
"James Phillips" <jimt24@optusnet.com.au>
To: <asassycat@att.net>
Subject: streamy but nice... your work that is
Date: Mon, 17 Jun 2002 23:47:14 +1000 (AUS
Eastern Standard Time)
|
Chameleon
I dread your presence in my bed.
Your tears at my ineptitude.
I long to change the package of my love
to hide my pain.
My talons grope your loveliness
leaving weeds.
Unsex me now in my power
that I grovel to bring.
Those tears melt my being
leaving only source
clipped at my fountainhead.
I burst, and the shards of my mistaken, insouciant love
score deep beneath my butchers hide.
Louis Phillips
|
From:
"jams Phillips" <jimt24@optusnet.com.au>
To: <asassycat@att.net>
Subject: or.... perhaps
Date: Mon, 17 Jun 2002 23:50:09 +1000 (AUS
Eastern Standard Time)
|
Slowly
Trickle for me tales of flesh
In little bits
From mind awakening to day
At loves first burst.
What's first?
A new sensation in the loins
A birth
A procreation
To console
Life’s turpitude.
These lazy men who never
Stirred a female soul to inner light
They never see life’s fountainhead.
For sprung from warmth and juice
Indeed they are.
From a ranting mage of commerce
Sourced easy blood does fly.
He makes no dent on life.
Its in the heart
Where freedom springs
And female floods begin.
This mother of existence
In who, passion finds its source
Can touch the hearts of many with her
Deeds.
A babies head comes wanting
A brand new person day.
And all that mothers caring
Will compose
That life.
So test her now
With fingers touch
And urge forth
Tender love.
The well spring is
Of all things rooted here.
louis phillips
|
From: "james
phillips" <jimt24@optusnet.com.au>
To: <asassycat@att.net>
Subject: maybe...
Date: Mon, 17 Jun 2002 23:53:01 +1000 (AUS
Eastern Standard Time)
|
Seeking
His hands quite calm
Moved slowly
Testing all loves spots.
Moving close to her desire.
So slowly searching for the knot
The cusp of love
Her centre.
And when this spot
It did with certainty attain
It lingered…
Tracing all the shape and many textures there.
Her body moved now, stirred by ancient fire
It coalesced that hand
And took it deep inside,
to wanton buried pleasures warmth.
And still life moved to touch this faerie fire.
And warm itself again.
And stayed till rivers issued forth.
louis phillips
|
From:
Adrian <liamdeal@yahoo.fr>
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: poetry
Date: Wed, 12 Jun 2002 13:22:41 +0200 (CEST)
My name is Adrian Lesenciuc and I am a member of the Romanian
Union of Writers. I send you some poems.
Please, send me your opinion about my poetry, your critiques.
phedon
Aphrodite is a psychology course
this silence you can't get it back
in vain you read your future in your palm
kathabasis fits to the soul
with leather of stone
you can kiss your hand in silence
but this silence you can't get it back
not even in the grave
the apple is being bitten in order for the leg of
the girlfriend to be kissed
is raising on the toes
the girlfriend is a more recent psychology course too
the origin of the words under the walls
silt raped by the sink man's leg
I call my name for help
destiny cut down steaf of reed is swimming
under the black moon of the marsh
not even a line between the shadow of the star and
her face
the brick colored blood in the wall is rising
freedom
the silt is groaning deep
the marsh is kissing in zigzag
the belly of the land
the fecund clinching of the word of the tongue
static's nature. about war
my dreams died
fading away
in the vase
I ask for my blindness
and my right
to yell inside
all the beauty of this moment
is transposing in a bouquet
of wounds
the almond tree is not a reference point
you move from line to line
with all your furniture after you where is warmer if
you like it or not
I just asked you
why are you loading your soul
with one more syllable
can't you see that he can't carry anymore
and it's starting to go back
only if you could settle down
in your verse and you would assume
the title or another combination
and maybe you don't have to find something
to rhyme with quetzalcoatl
lied
the shoulder of the star pushes the vault of haven
towards morning
the man took off his meninx
and he dreams to a third
craved hemisphere
in the ball
is more palpable the hearing without the sough of
the arachnid
the whey is fettering every where
the well-worn paths of Solomon
don't lead you anywhere
someone thought to a depraved statue
a woman undressed of her meninx
only the shoulder of the star
is still pushing a reverse galaxy
you'd better do the pact with Hermes
riding a vermis and forget
all the fruits
then it's about
an ordinary Adam
and an Eva in the hypostasis of mating
without leafs
and without their meninx
in the opening of the evening
although that star pushes
the night out through the window
Thank you very much and please excuse my grammatical
mistakes.
Adrian Lesenciuc, residing in Brasov, Romania
Sent: Wednesday, June 12,
2002 8:21 PM
Subject: Re: poetry (fwd)
Adrian,
You are Phenomenal! This was written by one who has done
much awakening... Thank you for sharing it with me... I relate to
it in so many ways that most casual readers will not. You
are a ray of sunshine. I am passing this on to someone who
is looking for poets to be in a book...
"only if you could settle down
in your verse and you would assume
the title or another combination
and maybe you don't have to find something
to rhyme with quetzalcoatl"
Brilliant!
I'll let you know what he says...
Please send me more... and by the way,
PLEASE tell me why you sent it to me. I very much would like
to know.
I'm flattered that my opinion matters!
Peace,
Shelley aka Asassycat
Sent: Thursday, June 13,
2002 6:17 AM
Subject: Re: poetry (fwd)
Hello, Shelley!
I am a young writer, well known in my country, and I am trying to
establish contact with writers belonging to other literatures.
Searching for "poetry", I came upon some of your poems.
Overwhelmed by the so-called "rational-poetry" of some of my
contemporaries, I was attracted by the poetry emerging from the
depths of one's soul.
I do not posses a high degree in understanding English, but some
of your expressions like "I will never be able to >cover the wound
of you/ With the band-aid of somebody else" lightened my interest.
I'm thankful for your help, opinions and advice and I hope this
would represent the beginning of a useful relation.
I am delighted by the "architecture" of your site and I would like
to learn more about your references (biography, bibliography,
etc.)
I am pleasantly surprised by your interest in my poetry and I am
delighted with your promptitude to reply me.
I think that's a good idea to send you my unfinished work.
My work in course of translation is "Liam". "Liam" is a special
book, with an original arrangement in the page and with an
original construction. It's about a story which relates my
self-exile from Bucovina (Bucovina is a region in the north of my
country, teared up by the imperialist policy of The Red Soviet
Union). I was born in Bucovina and I know well its mountains, its
woods and its impossible to imagine blue sky (faience-blue sky).
My book is divided in two parts: a prose, the story as a footnote,
and the poetry. The story is continuing page-by-page in 45
episodes. Even if the speech is fragmented in personal reveries,
there exists continuation. In the upside of the page, the poems
are a different voice --the voice of a man who lives in the story
from footnote. This is the link between the poem in prose (the
story) and the pure poetry. Liam is living a single experience (of
the exile) by two or three voices related simultaneous.
In my book, I tend to Liam, Bucovina tends to Fagia (Bucovina
means the country of the beeches; in Romanian, fag=beech).
I will be happy to read your opinion and your commentary
concerning my last work.
From:
Stephen Jeffries
To: asassycat@att.net
<asassycat@att.net>
Subject: Checking out
your site
Date: Mon, 10 Jun 2002 09:57:10 -0500
Hey,
You have no idea who I am, but I met you and your friend at
Primo's last
Thursday night. I was one of four guys sitting at the table
next to you and
you read my buddies numbers or something. I just wanted to
drop you and
line and say that your website is fascinating. Looks like
you have put a
lot of work into it and it shows. Pretty cool if you ask me.
Just an FYI.
Have a good one and drop me a line sometime,
Peace
Stephen
From:
bfy6@aol.com
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: thank you
Date: Thu, 30 May 2002 02:41:03 EDT
Your poems are beautiful. You captured the true essence of
passions and
desire that can be felt. Your words speak with truth and
honesty speaking
what some would only think. I was very lucky to find them.
From:
"Chris"
To: <asassycat@att.net>
Subject: Hi Sassycat, I sure like your webpages,
Date: Tue, 14 May 2002 02:18:41 -0700
Hi Sassycat,
My name is Chris, and I found your webpages by doing a search on
the meanings of numbers in the Bible. Your webpages are
really great, and I just wanted to send an email to you, and to
tell you how much I have enjoyed reading your webpage. I
have not got to your poems yet, and believe or not, I write a few
poems too. : ) Wow, and I must say to you,
that you are very pretty too, as I am looking at your photo's page
too. Wow... I wonder about fate & everything.
hhhmmm
Sassycat, here is the url to one of my webpages, and you can
see what I do online too if you want to. I would really be honored
if you would take a look at my webpages, and also at the bottom of
this main webpage of mine, is a link you can click on to see some
of my photos, ok : )
http://www.angelfire.com/biz2/HEALTHY4LIFE/
Bye
Sassycat, and I hope you would email me sometimes too, ok.
Sincerely,
Chris in Arizona.
From:
Tabatha1972@aol.com
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: (no subject)
Date: Thu, 2 May 2002 19:35:51 EDT
I really love your web site. I was wondering if it would be ok to
link your
web site to mine. I would like it if my friends or anyone else
would see your
wonderful site you have.
From:
"Adam Stewart"
To: <asassycat@att.net>
Subject: symbolism in book of revelations
Date: Sat, 27 Apr 2002 18:29:11 +0100
I am a student at Kent University doing a project on the book of
Revelations. I found your site very interesting and was wondering
if you could give be any advice on where to look for the
significance of the 7 trumpets and seals, the 12 tribes of Israel
or 666 as the number of the beast. any help would be greatly
appreciated.
Adam
Stewart
Sent: Monday, April 29,
2002 1:14 PM
Subject: Re: symbolism in
book of revelations
Hi Adam,
I DO know of a book, and it answers all the subjects you are
inquiring about. The problem is that it is out of print...
but maybe you will be able to find it on the web. It is
"Meditations On The Apocalypse" A Psycho-Spiritual Perspective on
the Book of Revelation - by F. Aster Barnwell. It is one of
those life changing books, and would definitely add to your
report.
Good Luck,
Shelley aka Asassycat
From:
LVail537@aol.com
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: (no subject)
Date: Fri, 15 Mar 2002 03:52:42 EST
I have been looking the significance of the number 40 in both the
Old and New Testament, any thoughts?
Sent:
Monday, March 18,
2002 2:54 PM
Subject:
Re: #40
The meaning of the number
40:
4 = The idea of
solidity—steadfastness, as well as successful competition.
0 = God, Spirit, Source - the one immutable divine unity
40 means = Standing solidly
in beliefs - and being steadfast in our consciousness with
God... marking a major period of accomplishment on the
evolutionary path.
40 individuals have built
their "city-four-square" (Revelations 21:16) The
city-four-square refers to a
higher consciousness, one that is developed on all levels of
living. #40 individuals know
of the four levels of consciousness - reason, order,
measurement, and justice - and understand
that they must respond to the four spiritual laws - mental,
emotional, spiritual, and physical.
They know of the "city not
made with hands, eternal in the heavens" (II Corinthians 5:1)
and understand that now they must be
"squared-away" in their actions and deportment. They must
treat all with fairness and
try to create universal harmony.
UNIVERSAL = a 40 powered
word
HARMONY = 40
POTENTIAL = 40
AWAKENING = 40
The meaning of 40, as taken
from an encyclopedia of traditional symbols:
FORTY: a period of
probation; trial; initiation; death.
As an elevation of 4 it is wholeness and totality. The
importance of the 'forty days'
probably arises from the
Babylonian forty days disappearance of the Pleiades
was a time of rejoicing, and a bundle of 40 reeds was
burned for the forty days of evil power. The Roman
'quarantine' kept ships isolated for 40 days. Temples in
Persia, Baalbec, Tartary, and those of the Druids and the
Temple of Ezekiel had 40 pillars...
There is much more... but I
hoped this helped.
Shelley
From:
StarrBytes2@aol.com
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: your
website
Date: Sun, 17 Mar 2002 22:51:25 EST
Hello. I stumbled onto your website today. I just wanted to say
your poetry
is utterly beautiful! I read all of them, and wish there was more.
You are
very talented, and very pretty too. I wish you best of luck with
your
writings.
Sincerely,
Starr
From:
"cyberwit .net" <cyberwit@rediffmail.com>
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Your
Poem In His Eyes
Date: 16 Mar 2002 17:55:44 -0000
Dear Shelley,
Your artistic poem In His Eyes marked by true creative
genius,
has been published in the anthology The Still Horizon pp. 246 ISBN
81-901366-0-7. In this anthology 235 poems of 225 eminent poets
have been published. The anthology is an attempt to select the
best of world poetry. We trust that the anthology will prove to be
an extraordinary collection. You will also get an opportunity to
read the poems from around the world.
The Still Horizon is dedicated to the victims of terrorist attack
of September11,2001.
********************
Best Wishes
RADHA AGRAWAL
The Editor Managing
4/2 B, L.I.G.
Govindpur Colony Allahabad - 211004 (U.P.)
INDIA
From:
Jim
Subject: New book about the Biblical Creation.
Date: Fri, 11 Jan 2002 17:45:18 -0800 (PST)
Hi,
I visited your website recently and was
very impressed with what you had to say. I also noticed that
the Biblical Creation was one of your interests. Perhaps you
would be interested in my new book, "The
Theory of Creation." It is a scientific analysis of the
Biblical Creation story (Genesis 1:1-2:4). The url is:
http://www.thetheoryofcreation.com
I would also appreciate it if you would
include this in your links if you have them. I'll gladly
reciprocate if asked. Thank you for your time, and I
hope you will check out my website.
Sincerely,
Jim Schicatano
2001___________________
From: "cyberwit
.net"
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Your Poem Has Been Approved
Date: 25 Nov 2001 06:09:58 -0000
Dear friend,
We are pleased to
inform you that your poem In His Eyes has been
approved by our editors for publication in "THE STILL HORIZON".
Only a limited number of poems are chosen by our editors for
publication.
We trust that the
anthology will prove to be an
extraordinary collection. We feel you have a special talent and
look forward to the publication of your poem in THE STILL HORIZON.
SINCERELY
RADHA AGRAWAL
The Editor Managing
4/2 B,
L.I.G.
Govindpur Colony Allahabad - 211004 (U.P.)
INDIA
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Question about your site
Date: Tue, 11 Dec 2001 11:04:49 -0500
HI!
I was browsing your site last night and I
wanted to know the source of your poetry? Are the poems originals
that you wrote, or are they taken from another source? They are
amazing! I love your site. I write poetry also and some of those
really inspired me. I really like "NO NAME" the best. It is
so powerful. I would like to know the author if I may, even if it
is you! Please get back to me when and if you have time. Thank you
so much for sharing your site!
Take care,
Angel
asassycat@att.net
wrote:
Hi Angel,
First let me say thank you, I am flattered! I am the author
of the poetry on my site... including "No Name."
I would love to read some of your poetry!
I am being published in two anthology poetry books that are coming
out soon. It's very exciting to me.
Thanks again for writing to me. I appreciate your
compliments.
Shelley
From:
XXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Re: Question about your site
Date: Wed, 12 Dec 2001 13:07:19 -0500
Shelley!
Thanks for the speedy reply! It must be
exciting to have your
poetry published. I have sent some of my pieces in also. They have
been published in a few magazines. I am hoping to get better
expose soon. I also am starting to write for Children's books. I
have three kids ages 8, 4 and 3. I know how to talk kid language,
so this should be a great opportunity for me :) Here is a
recent
poem I wrote. I'd love your comments. I've read every poem on your
site. You are very talented. I wish you luck with your publishing!
Way to go!
CONFUSION
Trapped in a spinning web of doubt
Never knowing how to get out
Even though you scream and shout
Your voice is never heard
You tell your inner most deepest thoughts
And let people in on your softest spots
They don't understand even though they've sought
You're beginning to feel unloved
They don't even try so they still don't know
How the seeds of your soul begin to grow
They don't care... that is all they show
And you wonder, why wait any more?
Your head is saying, "stay they might change"
Your heart is screaming, "get out of this pain"
You feel you're in a storm full of rain
And you can't see what lies before you
You figure it out and finally leave
Taking a chance of where you will be
Because you are gone they finally see
What they could've done to change this
By now the damage is already done
The devil on your left has already won
And now you are able to see the sun
And get happier everyday
-----
Original Message -----
To: <asassycat@att.net>
Sent: Thursday, December 27, 2001 8:22 PM
Subject: poems
I loved your poem Fantasy. It is so very beautiful. It's warm and
really
paints a scene. I love it. I also really liked some of the poems
sent to
you by readers. The anonymous poem "You Are Mine" is a favorite
and I
really loved the sentiments and words of Michael: things like "
bless
her head with my hands" really struck me with their beauty. Thank
you
for sharing such lovely words with the world. Anna.
From:
flip
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Terrific!
Date: Mon, 07 Jan 2002 16:11:21 -0500
Asassycat,
What beautiful erotic expression! What great imagination!.
With so
much narrow-worded garbage out there failing to describe how
beautiful
the kaleidoscope of sex and lovemaking can be, you have dazzled
with
your own pictures of passion. Beautiful, arousing---all that and
more.
Should you have a free moment or two, my attempts to describe love
and
erotic pleasures is contained in my web site below. Hope you'll
check it
out.
Thanks for bringing me warm pleasure on a snowy Ohio day,
flip
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: wonderful
Date: Sun, 6 Jan 2002 23:22:11 EST
Your poems are wonderful ive enjoyed reading them.
Ricky
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: FANTASTIC
Date: Sat, 5 Jan 2002 15:41:17 EST
I have been reading and reading... just can't stop. This
work is
awesome.
Sherry
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: thanks
Date: Sun, 4 Nov 2001 11:40:07 +1100
beautiful child, thank-you for sharing yourself with such honesty,
truly inspirational. your work is completely arousing. just a
quick sharing in return before I go, and I hope to visit again
soon, as life allows.
essence denied.
essence...
mirrored in eyes,
attempting disguise,
in a world where the id is the I;
presence...
is so much reflected,
in a world disconnected,
as flesh, destined to die;
penance...
with essence disguised,
essence resides,
as woe, till to me, I reply...
Tim F.
travel well, temptress of life.
From:
"Alexander The Poet" <alexanderthepoet@hotmail.com>
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Cross Linking
Date: Thu, 27 Dec 2001 12:46:07 -0500
Hi. God, your poetry is so amazing! Especially "Fantasy".
Please check out
my stuff. Thanks.
Alexander The Poet
www.alexanderthepoet.com
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Question about your site
Date: Tue, 11 Dec 2001 11:04:49 -0500
HI!
I was browsing your site last night and I
wanted to know the source of your poetry? Are the poems originals
that you wrote, or are they taken from another source? They are
amazing! I love your site. I write poetry also and some of those
really inspired me. I really like "NO NAME" the best. It is so
powerful. I would like to know the author if I may, even if it is
you! Please get back to me when and if you have time. Thank you so
much for sharing your site!
Take care,
Angel
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: greetings
Date: Sun, 02 Dec 2001 10:58:50 -0500
Hello, I wanted to write you a short note and tell you that your
poetry
is without a doubt very exotic and I enjoy it very much. You
certainly
have a talent and when I looked at your picture I saw a certain
passion
in your eyes. I will visit your site often and enjoy your work. I
have
recently become involved in a love affair and we both enjoy
poetry, your
site along with Isabelle's is really fuel for our passion. Thank
you for
being who you are. Nevertheless the passion that I saw in your
eyes does
jump out at me when I read your poems, the man you have in your
life is
certainly a fortunate one. Remind him often. Take care and write
me back
if would I would love to hear from you. Your fan Bud my e-mail is
gparson1@bellsouth.net
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Really Good!
Date: Mon, 12 Nov 2001 23:21:28 -0800
Hey!
I was just reading your poetry and wanted to let you know I think
it's
really good! I'm very impressed. I've been looking on the web for
good
original poetry all night and hadn't found any until I ran across
your
sight. I love your use of language! Very sensual and poignant...
I'm not
sure I've run into any "erotic" poetry I like...but yours is just
really well written! Anyway, just wanted to let you know I enjoyed
it.
e-mail back if you want.
Take
care,
Jeremy
From:
XXXX
Sent: Saturday, August 18, 2001 4:05 AM
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject:
Truly enjoyable work...
I was
searching for just the right poems to share with my
boyfriend...little
things to add at the end of my daily e-mails...and having gone
back to
school, it's been hard for me to find time to write my own
anymore. Your
poetry was just what I was looking for, and now we go to your site
together...to choose one poem for the day and read it to each
other. And
who, let me tell you...it's certainly added something
special to our
evenings! Thanks soo much... and keep it up. We both really enjoy
your
work...and the art work you include...could you tell me where you
find some
of these pieces?
Minx
From:
XXXXXX
Sent:
Saturday, August 18, 2001
9:04 AM
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: (no
subject)
Hi-
I'm from
Hot Springs
,
AR
...and came across your site purely by chance. However, I have to
say that it was one of the most pleasurable "accidents" I've ever
experienced. I'm an aspiring poet, and love your website and
poetry. It explores places and things most people are afraid to
journey into.
Thanks for your inspiration. Keep the dream alive, and hope to
hear from you sometime.
From:
XXXXXX
Sent:
Saturday, August 18, 2001
9:29 AM
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: (no
subject)
Hi
I just sent you an e-mail...but couldn't help going back
through your site and exploring you more.
Your knowledge of the Bible and it's meanings really began to
spark my curiosity. Somehow....I feel like I'm on this path
for a reason.....to understand something I've always had a desire
to know.
Your ideas on God (LOVE) and the existence we have before us
are very intriguing to me.
Hope you keep adding to your site....I'd really like to know
as much about you as possible.
Thank you -
To:
<asassycat@att.net>
Subject: Love Your Site!!!
Date: Thu, 23 Aug 2001 23:49:34 +0400
I would just like to complement you on your work. I love to
read poetry and I am always searching for poetry site. I would
have to say yours is one of the few that has caught my eye. Girl
you got it going on. Good Luck and I hope to read more of your
work soon..
P.S. My favorite is the erotic poetry!!!
From:
XXXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Amazement
Date: Tue, 10 Jul 2001 12:37:18 EDT
I am looking though your website right now, and I'm at a loss for
words. You are beautiful. You are full of fire, talent,
passion.....what can I say? I've
never read anything that opened my eyes and glued them to the
computer in
such a way. And I found the sight simply by browsing. Please never
stop....you are wonderful!
Sherri
From:
XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: Cat?
Date: Fri, 10 Aug 2001 15:04:37 EDT
You are not a CAT. With your written words I think you are more
like a Tiger.
Robert
From:
XXXXXX To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Glorius you...
Date: Sat, 30 Jun 2001 02:18:47 EDT
I am enchanted by your word!!! Please respond, how do you do, I
ask only to somehow, against all odds to know, so far away,
against all odds, lost in
sensual ambiguity am I, so lost in nothingness to you... Answer
me, please??
From:
Icetaffy@aol.com
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: Hi!
Date: Tue, 24 Jul 2001 04:13:32 EDT
Your
poetry is otherworldly...."prisoner of the night" is my swan
song...u have a gift!...I frequent many poetry pages...but u
r something
sexyspiritualnasty.....YUMMY!!....I am your fan! .....""sigh""
juliejae
From: XXXXXX
Sent: Tuesday, June 05, 2001 12:39 PM
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: Love Your Poetry
Hello...just wanted to take this time to say..."thank you"...very
very much for sharing your beautiful imagination thru those
"passionately erotic poetries"...they are all very very
beautiful...may I just compliment...some of them express how I
feel inside...just full of fire & passionate desires...& you
express them with beautiful & sensual words....please keep it up &
don't ever stop...you have a beautiful gift...continue to
shine....& I will continue to visit & read them with such
delight...was just browsing....first of all that "Scorpio" in
me...consumes my mind nothing but "sex"....but wanted to read
something done with elegant & taste...& yours was just that...so I
thank you greatly for sharing & that special friend...that
inspired you...but it was actually with in you...you just had to
let yourself...shine....& shine you have....& continue that
shine....My Best~~~Asianbty26
PS...Your guest book was full...."Shine"
From:
XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: love your website
Date: Mon, 11 Jun 2001 01:09:40 EDT
hello, my name is matt...I just wanted to write and tell you how
much I enjoy
your poems. I too am a poet who writes of love and passion. I
think that
these poems are very "free" in letting the reader wonder and
picture the
words in his/her mind. plus I just looked at the pictures of you
and was
surprised at how such a beautiful woman can be so talented as to
make such wonderful works of art as these, as you yourself are a
wonderful piece of art. I don't know if you speak this way in
everyday talk, but I know that I
have the same feelings, thoughts, as these and I am too shy to
bring them
out loud in words, that's why I write poems such as these. it is a
way to
"fulfill" my fantasies. well, I just wanted to write you and
express my
admiration for your writings and even more so for your beauty. I
hope to hear from you and know if you have any more of your poems
you may be able to send
me. A Great Admirer- Matt
Subject:
Re: love your website
Shelley, I just read your new
poem and I think that it is absolutely beautiful. you truly are a
very gifted women, with the ability to show beauty and grace in
your work and appearance. where do you get the inspiration for
these poems, are you married or currently in love with someone? I
have a person that inspires me to write my poems but I am no
longer with her. I was just wondering if the person you write of
is a current or past love. by the way, just to tell you a little
about myself, my name is matt and I am from Chicago. I work in a
hospital doing physical therapy. I would love to hear back from
you and learn a little more about this fantastic woman I am
speaking to. hope to hear from you. -Matt
From: XXXXX
To: Asassycat
Sent: Tuesday, July 10, 2001
Subject:
Re: my guest book
Your inspirational and
fulfilling idea's and philosophies...
I was very astounded to
read some of your beliefs and perspective's on so many things
that I have believed and felt for so many years, (of course I've
had more time then you, I'm 47) as I said before, I stumbled
across your web site accidentally, but by no means was it an
accident. I am a little embarrassed to say I was reading erotic
poems when, then next thing you know I hit a button and there
you were. (My he does work in mysterious ways!) The symbols that
you speak about in the Bible I would like for you to
explain to me a little more in detail what exactly your speaking
about, and the meanings you've deciphered from them. As of yet I
haven't gotten to your poetry, which I an so looking forward to.
I was so engrossed with the other readings, by the tome I was
done it was approx. 2:00 a.m. in the morning. So as for the God
given name of mine He and my wonderful parents have quite a
sense of humor, for it is REALLY Kandy Store, and then I was
married to a man who's last name is Stocker, which then turned
me into a Candy Store Stocker. Go figure! Could be worse, I went
to school with a girl who's name Ann Tenna (pretty cruel huh?)
Please write the first chance you get, as I was very surprised
to hear from you so soon, but at the same time delighted. Thank
you again for your time and sharing your gift. I hope to hear
from you soon. God Bless you and in our next conversation I have
another very important question I'd like your insight and
opinion on.
From:
XXXXXX To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Re; Your poems
Date: Sun, 10 Jun 2001 02:00:22 EDT
They are awesome........Should be in a published book.
Thanks,
Donna
From:
XXXXXX Date: Sun, 27 May 2001 12:04:15 EDT
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Hi. Just
wanted to let you know I loved your poetry :) Well done.
From:
XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: your poetry
Date: Thu, 21 Jun 2001 12:34:15 -0500
I have recently discovered
your site that has your poetry on it. I have enjoyed it a
great deal, and you have a definite talent.
I am putting a website
together that focuses on relationships and within that site, I
will be placing some of my own poetry. I put the poetry on
images and I would like to use some of your poetry, with your
permission. The images I use will be of a soft core nature,
but nudity is involved. I can show you two that I have
already made, and it will give you an idea of what I would like to
do with your poetry. I have enclosed two of my own.
Of course, you will be
given full credit for your writings.
You have a real talent for
putting your thoughts in writing, and I appreciate finding your
site. It's a place I will visit often!
I hope to hear from you
soon, granting me permission to use some of your work.
Thanks, and keep up the
good work!
Elizabeth
From:
XXXXXX
Sent:
Friday, June 22, 2001
12:56 AM
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: your
site...
just found your
website and i think it's awesome. your poetry captures that
erotic sense you are trying to explain. i try to use words like
you but fall short most of the time. anyways, i was wondering if
you could do me a favor and check out some of my poems and give
advice. i am not sure what advice i am looking for but i think i
am missing something and not sure what it is. thanks for the
time. - Dan.
From: XXXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Great work
Date: Wed, 23 May 2001 09:22:00 -0700
Hello! Asassycat, - It is a pleasure to read your poetry! two
thumbs up!!!
Hold me tight my caramel
spy,
Squeeze tight my neck with those thighs so fine
Crush against me your soft cleft
That I may deeply drink the divinity
Of your luscious wet pussy.
Let it's holy-oil drip upon my pouting lips
And wash my scorching flesh in its sweetness.
Oh light of my life
I only love but thee
Deeper than the sea
Thy love is sweeter than the sting from the bee.
Regards
Psychedelicfly...
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: expressive poetry
Date: Tue, 15 May 2001
21:22:02
Your poems are wonderful,
expressive, and very much an oral painting that shows through
words many things. As a dabbler in poetry, I enjoy works
such as yours because they capture the emotion and allow us, the
readers, to see other points of view.
David
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: Thank You
Date: Sun, 13 May 2001
09:08:50 +0100
Hi there, Just to say a
big thank-you for your wonderful poems, they have given me
so much pleasure over the last few weeks. I came across your
Web Site from a link given by Jaynah of Bristol UK. She's
very much like your poems -- Sensuous!! I've never been a person
who bothered about poetry, but after reading some of your poems
I think a whole new chapter in my life is about to begin. So
once again thank you. Kindest regards,
Roy
From: XXXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: great site
Date: Tue, 8 May 2001 20:42:16 EDT
I really enjoyed your site, great stuff!!!!!! Keep up the
great, enlightening and awakening work!
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: hello
Date: Wed, 09 May 2001
10:33:28 -0700
I just stumbled upon your
website and was quite impressed, it's very unique and Very much
like myself. Your expressions through Emails, poetry etc.
Made me want to talk to you, To know more about you and
learn from you. I am not expecting a long term friendship,
or even a reply but to let you know that I loved your emails. Your
style of writing and so forth, I thought you might like to know
that. If you do choose to write to me I would love to discuss life
or whatever else you may throw my way. I have strong opinions but
always open to change, and or discussion. I love to write
letters and collect a lot of pen-pals , Soon to find out that they
bore me with their simple letters of nothing. I need more of a
challenge, someone who can out write me , and speak to me in a
manor that I wish to be spoken to. I am writing this rather
quickly and haven't put much thought into what I'm saying,
So I may come across as "Boring " to you , and so that be it ,
that is fine. I can't change anyone's mind on their feelings, But
I do hope, that you take this letter as a compliment. I'm not
being conceited don't get me wrong. But I loved your site. and I
will visit it often.
Leesah
From:
XXXXXX To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Searching...
Date: Mon, 21 May 2001 00:07:45 EDT
Dear Asassycat,
The poem you wrote," What Has No Name," basically describes me (my
inner being) perfectly. In fact, as I'm reading it for the third
time, it honestly seems to be some sort of "revelation" of me from
you; as if you are inside of my head, whispering in my ear the
things you see and feel. Soul-stirring!!! Until now, I thought I
was the only one on earth feeling this way. But since I now see
that I'm not, what should I do? Any suggestions?
Sincerely;
Chef
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: hello
Date: Thu, 17 May 2001
11:59:23 -0500
Today I was surfing the
net for something to read when I came upon your site. Your
words pierced my soul., and your picture teased my senses. You are
an incredible lady and whoever has your passion and desire is one
extremely lucky person...with admiration ...........john
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: poems
Date: Mon, 21 May 2001
12:23:40 -0500
Friend
Absolutely love your site.
I don't usually bookmark poetry pages, but yours is exceptional
and I intend to read the entire site. There are a lot of things
that are difficult for me to express in normal words, so I write
them down in poems. I have many many of them, and they are
essentially a diary of my life. I also write sometimes in
the style of the poems that you post...
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Date: Sun, 20 May 2001
10:52:20 -0700
Subject: your poems are
verbal paintings in that I can not only see but can feel as well,
I only wish I could use words as well as you do. :P :D Dee
From:
XXXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: Hi I was just wanting to compliment your poetry. Good
work.
Date: Fri, 4 May 2001 22:19:30 EDT
Plus, I think you're very beautiful. Excellent photos. Keep
up the good work.
Ryan
From:
McdnLpn@aol.com
To:
asassycat@att.net
Subject: (no
subject)
Date: Tue, 24 Apr 2001 00:17:15 EDT
All that can be said it that your poetry is beautiful . Keep
writing for the world to see it.
Pattie
From: lance@saix.net
To: asassycat@att.net
Subject: Comment
Date: Sun, 22 Apr 2001 23:11:56 +0200
I think of your poetry is both unique and sensual. Kind
regards, Lance
2000______________
From:
XXXXXX To:
asassycat@att.net Sent: Wednesday, April 26,
2000 8:36 PM
Subject: loved the poem
I loved your poem... What has NO name... I thought it was about
me... I am a Leo, thus I call myself a Lioness, and it felt
exactly like I could have written it... I do write poetry, for
about 30 years now... and I just wanted to say, I connected with
it, and especially at this time of my life... Love the background,
I could feel the pacing and intensity of the trapped animal both
physically, and spiritually... Good Poem.
From:
XXXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Sent: Monday, May 29, 2000 3:37 PM
Subject: your erotic poems
Hi there,
I came across your web page of erotic poems, and I think that
they're really nice, I love those kinds of poems, and really
wished I had the ability to express myself as well as you do. I
hope other people say what they think about your page.
Sarah
From:
XXXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Sent: Monday, May 29, 2000 1:19 AM
Subject: Hi
In reference to Kade, I know someone like that. He is not my
significant other. He is a person who I met through life
circumstances, and has touched my soul forever. He accepts me for
who I am. He disagrees, yells at me, tells me when I am naive, but
is always there for me. If I make a mistake, it doesn't matter; if
I am wrong, he just says, keep trying. No matter how much he gets
upset with me, he is always there. I know he cares, because he
gets upset when he sees me being naive, and trusting of people who
don't deserve that trust. This person is out of my life right now,
through no choice of our own, and I hope I meet up with him again
soon. Gemini
From:
XXXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Sent: Wednesday, May 17, 2000 7:52 PM
Subject: hit hard, go down fast
Life is a constant trial. To know such pleasure to the extreme.
I've been where you are. Moments of sexual ecstasy. Every fantasy
fulfilled... and then to be elevated to god consciousness, to
transcend the pleasure and passion and see the reality of love
.... and then to be torn apart by pain, the real pain of losing
love and loved ones. Nothing lasts. We live for the moment and
hold on to a glimpse of eternity...to see through the glass
darkly. Keep on with the passion, my friend. It is our salvation.
William
From:
XXXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Sent: Saturday, May 27, 2000 10:55 PM
Subject: "what has no name"
You really got inside my head on this one. like you put words to a
feeling I've had with me all my life. And, yeah, its been
troubling me my whole life too. A feeling that's grown more
intense, and painful, the older I've got and the more I've
experienced and the more I've had to let go of. It has no name,
but you nailed it to the floor. I can see it more vividly than
ever. Is it a blessing, or a curse? If I can't have the one to run
wild with me and set free this caged animal... then I become a
hermit, a monk. "I too long for love and life, but must it
come so cruel, and oh, so bright" L. Cohen. "Joan of
Arc"
as always, William
From:
XXXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Sent: Friday, May 19, 2000 7:35 PM
Subject: your words...
Your words are like the sharing of a passionate eve... desires
spoken to a lover who in turn desires love... the fulfillment of
the thoughts held casually during days routine... only to be
magnified when candles soft shadows dance upon the walls of the
room... you who share the longings of your soul... be blessed
forever with sweet dreams upon you... thank you
From:
XXXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Sent: Friday, May 19, 2000 5:56 PM
Subject: beautiful
You are beautiful inside and out!
From:
XXXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Sent: Saturday, May 27, 2000 9:30 AM
Subject: (no subject)
“I asked God for wealth, that I might have power;
I was given poverty, that I might find my inner strength.
I asked for fame, so that others may know me;
I was given obscurity, that I may know myself.
I asked for a person to love that I might never be alone,
I was given the life of a hermit, that I might learn to accept
myself.
I asked for power, that I might achieve,
I was given weakness that I might learn to obey.
I asked for health, that I might lead a long life.
I was given infirmity, that I might appreciate each minute.
I asked Mother Earth for strength, that I might have my way.
I was given weakness, that I might feel the need for Her.
I asked to live happily, that I might enjoy life.
I was given life that I might live happily.
I received nothing I asked for, yet all my wishes came true.
I am richly blessed, more than I had ever hoped.
Thank you, God, for what you have given me."
Lakota Indian Prayer
From:
XXXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Sent: Thursday, May 25, 2000 8:53 PM
Subject: (no subject)
I was absolutely invigorated by your sexual poems!!!!! Loved em'!!!!!!!
To:
asassycat@att.net
From:
XXXXXX
Sent: Thursday, May 25, 2000 5:48 PM
Subject: you
The beauty of a woman is not in
The clothes she wears
The figure she carries
Or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman
Must be seen from her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart,
The place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman
Is not in a facial mole,
But true beauty in a woman
Is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
The passion that she shows,
The beauty of a woman
With passing years -only grows.
From:
XXXXXX
To: asassycat
Sent: Thursday, May 25, 2000 10:34 AM
Subject: your poetry web site
The poetry on your website is as beautiful as your outer beauty.
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Tuesday, May 16, 2000 7:24 PM
Subject: Your Web Site
Hello,
After I read one of your poems, I felt like I just stepped off an
erotic coaster. You took me through turns and twists of my
emotions and desires. I found myself lining up for the next ride.
Now my daily thoughts will never
be the same. I will be looking for that special place.
Anonymous
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Sunday, May 14, 2000 5:17 PM
Subject: Regarding your webpage
Your webpage is awesome. I found it by chance. I am trying to get
my poems on here, but didn't know how. Any advice? I would
appreciate it. Thanks for your time.
Bonnie
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Friday, May 12, 2000 10:47 PM
Subject: Your Erotic Poetry!
I do not believe that I have read poetry with such a passion and
reality before. You express all of the wonderfully sensuous
feelings, sounds and longings that a man really desires from his
lover.
The Man that has the honor of being your lover, the man that can
evoke the feelings that you must have had to inspire your poetry
is a very lucky man.
God bless you for your honesty and openness with your passion and
sensuality. I have had only limited exposure to such a wonderful
sexual partner in my life. It is the essence of wonderful
lovemaking!
Ben
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Friday, May 12, 2000 6:48 PM
Subject: hi there
I really congratulate you on your wonderful site; it is really
beautiful, Especially the poems, which are really, I actually
don't know the right word but I loved them. This is the first time
I ever read a poem and I really do
like, your poems are just great and I think you are a very
courageous person to write such poems, and even to put them on the
web for every one. I would like to know about all your updates for
your site if that is possible, cause’ I would love reading more
of those poems, thank you.
Zizi, from Seattle WA
From:
XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Thursday, May 11, 2000 11:13 PM
Subject: your poetry
Just wanted to let you know I enjoyed your page very much, I like
your poetry and find it very erotic. Well done!
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Sunday, April 30, 2000 7:13 PM
Subject: (no subject)
Whoa! Your poems are deep. I love it! I am an amateur poet myself.
I wish I could write like that. As I experience more things in my
life, it will come to me. Half of the poems you wrote truly
related to me. I just want to let you know, I'm gonna put some of
them on my page. I want everyone to see them. I won't say they are
by me, I won't put a name. But I just though I'd let u know.
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Friday, April 28, 2000 3:58 AM
Subject: Asassycat...
I have just read your poetry and you write with a passion that I
have not seen or felt in a long time. I don't know if you are
familiar with Kahlil Gibran's work on passion... I hope you don't
mind if I quote this...
"Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your
reason and judgment wage war against passion and your appetite.
Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your
seafaring soul. If either your sails or your rudder be broken, you
can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in
mid-seas. For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and
passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction.
Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of
passion; that it may sing; and let it direct your passion with
reason, that you passion may live through its own daily
resurrection, and like the phoenix rise above it's own
ashes."
A good read is his book "The Prophet" in which he talks
on all issues such as love, pleasure, passion, marriage etc....
Another good quote, funnily enough from one of the most hated men
in the world... Adolf Hitler... Who would of thought... "A
meeting between two beings who complete one another, who are made
for each other, borders already in my opinion, on a miracle."
I am trying to find my true self... I know in which direction my
feelings lie... But it's not everyone’s cup of tea... but when I
read your poetry I know I would be making a grave error of
judgment if I did not go with my soul... and my passion and my
lust for life itself...
I hope to read more of your works again soon...
Kerry Cutts
Republic of South Africa
From:
XXXXXX
To:
asassycat@att.net
Sent: Tuesday, April 18, 2000 8:11 AM
Subject: Thank you
I just wanted to say I was very moved by your poems. You have been
given a gift but this I am sure you know. Thank you for sharing
your thoughts with me. Roberto
From:
XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Monday, March 20, 2000 10:14 AM
Subject: wow!
I love your poetry, your a very sexy woman, I can tell by your
picture! I just thought I would email you!
From:
XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Tuesday, March 21, 2000 8:12 PM
Subject: Thanks
I love your poetry...
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Sunday, April 09, 2000 1:45 AM
Hello, came across your poetry.
Sensuality is the stuff of life that connoisseurs know to be
nectar. Ah the joy of being poised, yet not in, of the delicious
knocking about, delay, Ah the deliciousness of nowhere to go Then
coming to rest on round full heaviness and the suggestion of fur
Well, well!
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Thursday, April 13, 2000 12:31 PM
Subject: your poetry
What has no name was excellent. Thank you so much for sharing your
work with the rest of the world.
Emmi
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Sunday, April 16, 2000 2:29 PM
Subject: What Has No Name
Shelley,
Have you discovered "What Has No Name"? As for me, I am
40 yr. old male and understand perfectly about the beast, wild
animal, that lives within me. One day it will be free to share its
love and compassion. I have really enjoyed reading you heart and
soul. I also am a poet and write when inspired by the heart. You
are a breath of fresh air. THANK YOU SOOOOO much.
Russ
IN RESPONSE:
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Monday, April 17, 2000 6:18 AM
Subject: Re: What Has No Name
Hi Tray,
YES... I have discovered it, and understand. It is what my website
is truly all about... if you read my e-mails I've written and
posted there, they explain a little. I want to share my love and
compassion with the WORLD, and help others to find WHAT HAS NO
NAME.
Thank you for what you said. I love to know others are also
awakened.
Take Care,
Shelley
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Tuesday, May 16, 2000 9:30 PM
Subject: this is a very interesting poem
This is in response to "mystery."
This is coming from a lesbian. I hope that this doesn't offend
you. Well, about "the mystery" well first let me tell
you something about myself. I always say that the only thing
missing from me is a penis because I feel like I have the neural
connections already.
Well I think I have an idea about the mystery. When my partner and
I make love we often use "Rapunzel" (a dildo). Well, I
don't know how to explain Myself... let's just say that I go
through all of the "male" internal
reactions of being inside of the woman that I love. There is
definitely a sense of ... power... or tender aggression or
strength or something that comes over you. It's like the chemicals
direct this behavior or something. It can either be the
"lion" reaction or very well the loving, strong, warm,
protective reaction also because there is definitely some sort of
awareness my lover's vulnerability.
Now the flip side is that I know what it is like to have "my
lover" (dildo with strong emotional connections) inside of
me.
Well I just thought it was interesting that you have this mystery.
It just made me think about what it would be like if I were in a
relationship that would leave me with such a mystery.
Take care, feel free to begin a dialogue. I enjoy sensual
conversation.
Kelly
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Tuesday, May 30, 2000 3:56 PM
Subject: hey, I was just at your site!
Nice Poetry, Writing from the heart is so beautiful, and more when
you have love in you're heart! That's wonderful that you have a
website for it. I was wondering?! I saw your picture but you don't
point out which one is you, though they look so alike. Visitor...
Cary :)
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Thursday, June 01, 2000 11:55 PM
Subject: NICE
THAT IS SO NICE TO FEEL... THAT WOULD BE GREAT.
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Friday, June 02, 2000 7:20 PM
Subject: :)
I thoroughly enjoyed your page, and was moved by your letter. I'm
sure as time has passed you have new experiences and insights on
all that's behind you and around you, including some or all of the
following...
I admire your bravery and conviction to so proudly claim the
connectivity between intimacy and the spiritual. I think
mainstream Christianity has deteriorated and seems to be
completely losing it's hold on western
civilization for having promoted shame and misogyny for so long. I
think perhaps you'd enjoy a Hindu perspective on sexuality and the
bond it serves - the rewards for abstinence between new lovers is
transforming that energy to a new level of communion--one that
glides through the trials that break impatient mates. The notion
of us all being manifestations of that one God finding itself is
in fact Hindu in origin... Atman ("self") is Brahman
("God"). Just a little note... no conversion
attempted--I'm not Hindi either ;)
Thank you, Shelley. Sorry to bore you.
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Friday, June 02, 2000 8:43 PM
Subject: (no subject)
HELLO, I HAVE BEEN WRITING POETRY SINCE I WAS A KID, AND RARELY DO
I COME ACROSS POETS WORK THAT I LIKE. CALL IT BEING VEIN, HOWEVER
I HAVE READ YOUR WORK AND YOU ARE FANTASTIC. KEEP UP THE GOOD
WORK. I LOVED READING YOUR TALENT... ONLY WISH THERE WAS MORE,
ALICIA.
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Wednesday, June 07, 2000 1:42 PM
Subject: Re: Tried to sign
I was just going to say... I like your site and I thought that
your poetry was wonderful. I am a poet also. Keep writing ok.
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Wednesday, June 07, 2000 5:58 PM
Subject: "you are a mystery"
I loved a woman once, passion that knew no bounds. We took turns
being each other in our lovemaking. Using all the power of the
imagination, talking to one another, and feeling what the other
would feel. Your poem brings all that back, fresh, like it
was today.
Bill
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Monday, June 12, 2000 4:37 AM
Subject: Your Poetry
I just wanted to compliment you on your work. You have composed
some great writings. You have a unique style, a bit graphic at
times, but it blends well with your emotions. They were all a
pleasure to read!
Regards,
Brien
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Tuesday, June 13, 2000 12:00 AM
Subject: Wonderful!
Bravo! These are feelings I have and cannot express. Thank you for
helping me find a voice!
From: XXXXXX
To: asassycat@att.net
Sent: Wednesday, June 14, 2000 8:56 PM
Subject: YOUR POETRY
Thank you, Sassycat, for turning me on! |